𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖋𝖑𝖔𝖜𝖊𝖗

10: Ignored

Caleb Rose-Brown:

Ren just ignored me for the rest of the class. Not even talk to me, I know what I have done to them, this is my fault. They barely talk to me, only Leah was the only one who knew their problems. I hope I can find a way to talk to them again. Even if it will take a while for me to make them talk to me. 

It was after the first class of the day, but me and Ren go to different classes for the most of the day. But for the some classes, which is math, English and biology/science, we go to the same classes for this day. We may have different schedule, but I just want to connect with Ren again. But this time is different, every year we get a new schedule. We have a choice to choose the new one or keep the old one. Well, I did choose the new one, that one is similar to my old one. But manageable.

 If I never shout at him that day, maybe we could been talking to each other again. I was so stressed out on that day because of my schedule. That's when I couldn't keep up with it, but now I can. But a little busy this time, than before. 

Plus I've been ignoring Ren when every time they tried to talk to me. I just ignored them, I can take the blame for not talking to them. I went to my next class, and it was English class. 

This class will be okay.

Ren Greens:

I just want to avoid Caleb all I can. I still love him, but I can't loses my feelings for him. Once you have the disease, you can't cure it unless the person likes you back or the surgical removal. Leah is going to work really hard for the money now. But I need to find a way to help her. Then I started to cough and I went to the bathroom to puke again. This keeps happening to me, and I went into one of the stalls. Then I started to puke up flower petals, and some blood again and again. 

Let's just hope no one else knows about this secret. Only Leah knows, no one else. I really thought that confess could save our friendship. But that an idea went out the window. I just want to spend time with Caleb, but I don't know now. I need to focus on college and my health for now. I flushed the toilet and I left the washroom. Now I am on my way to my next class to go. Then I saw Aisha and her group and I kept walking. I kept quiet most of the time, they don't notices me until I walk by them. As I walked by them, and then they notices me. 

" Oh it's that loser tranny, " Ava said, yes I do know Ava. She was in the same high school as me, Aisha, Caleb and Leah was in. But Jo and Elle are from two different high schools, I ignored them. But it's still hurt when Aisha said, " Yeah, that's fucking nerd of a tranny  was my old friend. I don't like him anymore, " and Aisha never misgender me in high school. Then when she became my enemy and rival. 

She just misgender me ever since the beginning of College. She really did change, she told me once she likes my sister, Leah. But I guess I was wrong and so was Leah. Leah lost her feelings after the beginning of the College. Really. At least she saved herself from the disease. But I didn't, and I kept walking to my next class which is English/mythology class. I am the best of creative writing, that's what everyone in my class says. Even the teacher, she thinks I am really good at it.

I like the English/mythology teacher, she is really nice. Plus she isn't transphobic and homophobic, she is really kind as well. She also teaches mythology as well, and when someone  is late. She doesn't send them a detention when they are late. I walked into the class, I saw there wasn't many people in the class. I went to sit in my sit, but since we get a new schedule every year. I kept my old schedule, cause I loved it. Same with Leah except change some things on it.

I was in English class, then Caleb in the room. I guess he took another route, that idiot. When we were kids, he would do some dumb shit. Those times is when I was sad or upset. Used to make me happy, those are some reasons I like him. But he doesn't like me back, I know he is demiromantic. I guess he was in love Aisha. Leah loved Aisha with all her heart, and I knew that. I thought Aisha liked Leah. But not all things can be true.

I still love Caleb, I like him because his personality and the way he can cheer someone up. But he changed like every person when they go to college. Except for some people can't change, like me and Leah. More people came into the class and sat down in their sits. Then the teacher came into the room, Ms. Clover, she was smiling. " Alright class, today we are going to do some essays. But this time with partners, meaning you cannot be alone for this alone. That's means you, Ren, you've been working alone for most of the partner work in my class. So this time, I am choosing your guys' partners. So don't get upset, " she advised everyone.

Partner work, really!?!? I like working alone since the beginning of college. I don't want to do this, plus Caleb left me because of his schedule. Which is understandable. But I like doing things alone when doing partners. So I raise my hand when she was asking if there was any questions.

" Yes, Ren, " she picked me.

" Are you sure, I can't do this alone? I mean I've been doing this for a long time. I am sure I can do this, " I asked to her, and Ms. Clover smirked. " Oh I am sure you can do this alone. But this assignment needs some help as well. I know you've been doing all your group alone since the beginning. But maybe just try out for once, plus your partner is Caleb, " she answered, and oh fuck! Caleb is my partner, I blushed a bit. I managed to keep my calm, and Caleb sits just next to me.

" Look like you can't ignored me forever, blooming flower, " Caleb said my nickname, and I started blushed really hard. He never called me that in a while. I like it when he used to called me that. I need to calm down, I swear I will flip him off. 

" So the task is write an debate essay about something you and your partner will debate about. Okay, let's get started."