Seeing my twin sister restrained to a chair....and hearing her crying and yelling for help....
That's hard to watch and hear....
I want to let her out so bad....I want to just enter the room she's in and cradle her in my arms and tell her that everything is okay....
But I know this is for her own good....
She has to stay in there until she's completely sober....but the withdrawal wasn't making her thinking any better....
She kept saying delirious things and even demanding to let her go....
She even called Rosie a sick and twisted f**k....
If she says things like that....that's how you'll know that she's in a lot of pain....
I was too....
During the event....we had to get separated and we were also trying to keep the remaining children safe....
You see....Vivian was a teacher back at the school she worked in....
She was able to lift up the children's spirits by singing, drawing, learning and even having fun....
Up until we were found and forced to give them to the German soldiers....
One of them in particular....Vivian refused to give away....she sees her almost like her own child....
When she kept refusing....one of the soldiers threatened to shoot her if she didn't give her up....I told her to let them take her....it was for her own safety....she reluctantly complies and she wouldn't stop crying that night....
Around the time Joy was made....she became so desperate to forget what she did....she became as intoxicated like the other Wellies did....heck....she was always stoned out of her mind....which explains why she's too happy all the time....
Although....a little....too stoned....
This explains why Vivian hasn't given in to Rosie when she took her to this place in the Garden District....
*sighs softly* Vivian....why can't you see she's trying to help you....?
Look at you....you look so skinny and you look very sick....
Not to mention how dehydrated you are....
You became so dependent on Joy you can't do anything without taking them....
What does it have to take for you to give in....?
What....?
