𝘋𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦? ⇢𝘉𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦

♡Calm down♡

~Bruces POV~
Once I got vance to my house I get him on my bed.
He was extremely tired and just fell asleep once he laid down.
I sighed and sat next to him
I brought my hand to his face and traced his soft face which had small acne marks from when he was younger scattered around.
I watch him smile and he lightly moves his face
"Mm Bruce" he mumbles
I chuckle and lay next to him
"I missed the actual vance"
I close my eyes as I wrap my arms around him and cradle his head.
He just lays there with his eyes closed,his body less tense.

~Vance's POV/dream~
(Play song)

I stand in the middle of the road
Staring,breathing, laughing
I look at my hands while my laughing slows
There red again
I touch my face
It's wet
No
I look up
It's still the road
I look around
It's around me
What's it though?
It's just there.
This- this thing runs up to me
And stares at me, with it's dark green eyes
I stare up at it
Then
It speaks
"Vance? Vance please listen to me"
Alec..?
It turns into a taller boy
Alec.
His long brown hair tied in the back as he looks down at me
"What's going on..?" I say as I hear my voice sound terribly younger.
"Uuhm- nothing just-" he covers my ears and leans closer to me
"Just let me do this"
I blink
I'm in my old room
I look out,past alec
It's my parents fighting
Then Alec pulls me into a hug
"Ignore that Vance" he says, sounding muffled
I remember this
Alec just got out of that manic faze.
He made our parents fight on accident
He- he tried to save me from it
I reach my arm out
It's gone
He's gone.
"Alec?-"
"Keep your hair for me alright?-"
"What? Alec No please-"
He smiles down at me then stands up
"I'll miss you"
I feel myself get dizzy
"Alec please don't leave" I try to say as it comes out more as a whisper

I jolt up and touch my face
Man, haven't had a dream with him in it in awhile.
I look down and see Bruce holding me
I sigh and lay back down
First the grabber- well first alec but still, dreams of the grabber now alec again.
Great way to start.

I miss him.
I hardly know why though
He always yelled at me
But, that's what older brothers do
But
He was different when he left
He said it so sweetly
Like he cared
But why?
Wait- vance you've already questioned this, stop fucking thinking about him, he's probably dead anyways.

I sigh and hear a mumble
I look down and see Bruce tilting his head up
"Vance? You awake?"
"Hm? Yea sorry"
He sits up and wipes his face off
"No no your fine, but can I ask you something?"
"Sure"
"Why were you passed out in the grass.?" He says awkwardly
I sigh
"It's nothing-"
"No vance, it's not nothing, you've never just passed out in the grass- you think your to vulnerable-"
"Since when do you know that?" I say
He shrugs
"It's just you"
I roll my eyes

"It's nothing that bothers you"
He sighs again
"Why have you been so angry lately? Is it your da-"
"Bruce just shut up about my dad ok?" I say pulling my legs off of what looks like his bed
"Vance I was being nice because I saw your ass passed out on the side of the road, don't treat me like shit"
I turn back to him
"Then why did you take me back Hm?"
"Because I care"
"Well why?" I say getting closer to him
He cups my face before I shove his hand off
"Then just- care less"
He shakes his head
"I can't"
"Why?!"
"Because- I don't really know ok?"
I groan and stand up
"I'm gonna go home"
"Wait vance-"
"No bruce, just leave me alone"
I grab my shoes that are on the floor and walk out

Why did I just do that?
I'm such an asshole to him
For no reason
But
If I hurt him now, I can't later
But I don't want to
But what if he needs to leave
He has to soon, for baseball again.
I think that was today.
Fuck
That present
I tap my back pocket
And I never grabbed it
I'll just go get it,bring it to him,say bye and just-
Just leave.
(Song should be over)