Larawan

chapter nineteen

Sorry for grammatical errors and misspelled words and typographical errors

Please do not take it seriously
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"Larawan" (chapter nineteen)
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"Mamu? Tatay?" Napatigil ako sa ginagawa ko ng narinig ko si laya sa labas

"Laya? What's that?"

"Mamu!" Sigaw nung dalawa at niyakap si mamma

"Gosh! Bakit kayo umalis ng bahay? I was looking for you three tapos nandito lang kayo? Ni wala man lang aircon ang init init pa" napatingin sakin si alaya

"We want nanay, wala naman po atang mali dun"

"Kumakain ba kayo tatlong beses sa isang araw?" 

"Kaya ko naman naman ho paghirapan yun"

"I'm not talking to you"

"We are mamu"

"Mamma, hayaan mo nalang yang mga bata tutal lumaki naman yang mga yan dito kaya sanay yan dito"

"You two? You guys okay here? I'm they don't have your favorite food here"

"It's okay mamu, as long as nanay's here we're fine" sagot ni aiden

"Mawalang galang na ho, hindi ko naman ho kayang pabayaan yang mga bata, ano bang gusto nyong ilabas? Hindi dahil hindi ako kagaya nyo hindi ko na sila kayang buhayin? Wala kayong pakialam kung anong gagawin ko sa kanila hindi ko naman ipapahamak yang mga yan eh"

"I have the right! I care about them, anyways you can't understand, I'm getting them i don't want this kids to be with you wala silang matututunan"

"Nanay"

"Sge na alaya, sumama nalang kayo wala akong laban eh sabi ko naman sayo mahina ako"

"Ayaw nanay" sabay yakap sakin ni alyanah

"Ayaw rin mamu, dito lang ako kay nanay"

"Mamma, hayaan mo nalang siguro sila"

"What? Hahayaan mo nalang yang mga bata sa kanya? When rwen can do better than her" tiningnan ako ni alaya, rwen can always do better than me of course, sino ba naman kasi ako?

"Rwen can't okay!? She can't even give us the same love as mama does, hindi nya kami kayang mahalin kagaya ng pagmamahal nya kanila eisy mamu, that's why i want to end my life because you won't even let us speak with mama, and yun lang ang dahilan para makalapit sakin si mama when i ended my own life"

"Alaya"

"Oh sweetheart"

"Palagi nyo pong tinitingnan yung bad side ni mama eh, yes mama made you and papa dissapointed, mama made you two mad you know why? Mama loves tatay to the point she gave everything for him, even your love for her, you always talk about rwen rwen rwen because rwen made you two proud, what else will mama needs to do for you and papa will be proud of her? Huh mamu? Answer me" she looks at me and enters the car

"Ogie, let's go home" he looks at me too and enters the car and left

"Thank you anak, hindi ko pa nasubukang ipagtanggol ng ganon buong buhay ko"

"I was right naman diba?"

"Yeah"

"Mama are we staying here? I want to, i mean nanay"

"No it's okay sweetheart, mama would be great kailangan ko din ma promote, and you three are staying here with us"

"Yes!"
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"I can't believe this!" I looked at mamma who's really mad as she enters the house

"Mamma? You good?"

"Yung tatlo ayaw umuwi, i can't believe they choose her over us? Who can give anything they want? Let me ask you ogie? What else does that girl have that rwen Don't?"

"I don't know mamma rwen is perfect, ano pa bang wala si rwen ang meron sya?"

"Of course they'll choose her over me mamma, hindi ako yung totoong nanay nila ano pa bang expect nyo? Yes i can give them everything but if they choose ate then i have no choice, kailanman ko kayang maging si ate and I'm mad about that" matalino si ate noon palang and ate have a dream eh ako noon wala ni isang pangarap kaya noon ako yung tinututukan nila mamma kasi ako yung walang alam naiinggit ako kay ate kasi hindi nya kailangan sila mamma para matuto

"Rwen, you're better than her" he said

"Thank you"

"I still can't believe this!"

"Mamma, calm down"
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"Ma? Favorite mo talagang mag tulala ano?" Napatawa ako

"Ha? Eh wala wala"

"What are you thinking ma?"

"Nothing, iniisip ko lang kung gaano kagalit si mamma ngayon"

"Bahala sila, basta we're here and we're happy"

"True" sulpot ni aiden sa gilid ko

"Oh? Done sleeping?"

"I can't sleep mama, but alyanah's asleep with ace"

"Okay, you wanna eat something?"

"Mama, can we go out or something? Like the five of us?" Aiden asked

"Hmm? Sure where do you wanna go?"

"You bahala" ha? Ang conyo naman nitong si aiden pero kung conyo si aiden mas lalong conyo si alyanah

"Okay"

"Ma, ang galing mo parin mag english ah?"

"I can't take it away tho, kayo nga eh ang gagaling nyo ng mag english"

"We get used to eh, english yung paligid namin eh si tatay nga he can't talk straight tagalog now"

"Ganon naman talaga eh, sge na mag ayos kayo ng gamit nyo alam ko saan tayo pupunta"

"Yes! I'll make gising alyanah"

"Wag mong gisingin kuya, alam kong ayaw nyan ginigising"

"Ah ma you still know that huh"

"Of course ako pa"
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"Kung minamalas nga naman oo" reklamo ko ng nakita ko si ogie sa kabilang kwarto, bakit ba pinag tatagpo nyo parin kami ha? Wala ngang kami hindi ba? Isa pa hindi kami para sa isa't isa hindi ba?

"Ma? What's that?"

"Tatay nyo yun hindi ba?"

"Oh yeah? Why he's here?"

"Teka tanungin ko muna ah?" Biro ko

"Ma naman, I'm just curious, ah! Ma baka nambababae sya?"

"Gaga, hindi naman nya gagawin yun alam ko, tsaka kung gagawin man nya yun susugurin ko sya ngayon kahit mas magalit pa sakin si rwen"

"Ma, what if tigilan mo ng ipaglaban si mommy rwen, galit na sya sayo? In fact wala na syang pakialam sayo"

"But i love her sweetheart, she's still my sister and i don't want her to get hurt because it hurts me more"

"Sana ganyan din yung nasa isip ni mommy rwen mama, iba ka nga sa kanya ma"

"Mama!" Sigaw ni alyanah

"Oh? Done playing na?"

"Yeah, I'm tired na nga eh"

"Aysus, tara na sa loob"
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Keep on reading see you on chapter twenty!