I wasn't sure where we were going, but I didn't care as long as it was just us. My world was spinning, wondering what my life is going to be like now. Devin saved me, does that mean he loves me, does that mean Hailey didn't mean anything to him but a toy. Was he telling the truth when he said he fall in love with me he tried to break things off with Hailey? I asked myself these questions many times, I couldn'treally answer them. It was silent in the car for a few hours. Finally, I put my hand on the back of his neck and asked,
"Where are we going baby?"
He replied by saying,
"Mexico, it'll be safe there. I have fake i.ds and birth certificates."
I stopped and thought for a minute. Mexico? Fake i.ds? Fake birth certificates? What if we get caught?
I proceeded to ask,
"What if we get caught?"
He waited a second to answer, finally he said,
"I know a guy, their legit their just not registered."
I nodded my head and turned to try to go to sleep. I couldn't stop thinking about how my mom has treated me so terribly my whole life. Has she always been like that? Has she always drunk? My whole life I've always asked myself these questions. I can't seem to sleep, every time I close my eyes I see my mom with the baseball bat. I hate her so much; she was my worst nightmare and my worst enemy. We drove for miles on end, dawn was breaking and I was tired but it was way too uncomfortable. Even though my head was lying on Devin's lap, with our hands intertwined, I just couldn't shake the pictures building up in my head. I started to cry, I tried to hide it so Devin couldn't see but Devin knows everything. He pulled over; I lifted myself up to see where we were. There was a huge line of cars in front of us; by the looks of it we were almost in Mexico. I turned to look at Devin, he gently lays his hand on my cheek, he began to wipe my tears, but more just kept coming. He leans in closer and he looks me in the eyes. His eyes were a very light blue, they were dreamy, and they always made me melt inside. He begins to say,
"It's all going to be okay, this is where we start our new lives at, a fresh start."
I began by saying,
"I think we're in for a good one."
We both laughed, and leaned in to kiss each other.
We were almost at the border. I was so terrified that we were going to get caught. But, I trust Devin; I knew he wouldn't try to get us in trouble. We sat there patiently, our hands were intertwined, I could feel both of our hands getting hot, and sweaty. But I didn't mind it, I loved him and nothing could ever make me stop loving him. He was my first love and I hope he'll be my last. We were now the second person in line. I didn't know what to do, or how to act. So, I just sat there and smiled graciously. We were up at the window; the gentlemen asked for our i.ds, Devin gave the guy both of our i.ds. The guy checked them over, gave them back and cleared us to go. When we got passed the gate, I smiled so hard and kissed Devin's cheek and said,
"We're free! And it's all because of the love of my life! Thanks you Devin, I love you so much!"
He blushed a little and said,
"There is no need for thanks princess, it's my job. I love you more than I love myself."
We pulled over and he put his hand on my cheek and started saying,
"You mean so much to me; you're my sunshine in the morning and my stars in the sterling night. I never want to ever lose you again. I love you."
I looked at him, smiled and said,
"I never want to lose you either, I love you."
He started to kiss me; we kissed for a long time. I liked it though Devin was always so gentle, he didn't even ask me to have sex my first time, I wanted it. He told me he wanted to wait till I was ready. I think I was, Devin is the love of my life and it's okay to do it with someone you love. He pulled away and started up the car, and said,
"Let's continue this at the hotel okay?"
I nodded. I actually get to be alone with him; I will have him all to myself. We could do anything we wanted.
We arrived at the hotel, it was beautiful. It was a big, looked expensive though. I wondered how much money we had to live on. I mean Devin's family was pretty wealthy, but how would he have got the money? What will his mother say when she finds out. She would be devastated, especially with his father's passing away when Devin was only ten. Devin turns to me and said,
"We will be staying here, my sister loaned us some money, and she will be here in a few days. Come on lets go check in."
I nod, and he gets out of the car and opens my door. We head inside, he checks in under his father's name. We get up to our room and it is gigantic, it was a suit. I felt like a princess, I didn't even know what to say to Devin. Devin wrapped his arms around my waist and asked,
"Do you like it baby?"
I said with a smile,
"Like it? I love it, it's perfect!"
Devin started kissing me, his grips on my hips were so tight, but I liked it. He pulled off his jacket I was wearing; Devin was cold because he wasn't wearing a jacket the whole time we drove here. He threw me on the bed gently and climbed on top of me. For the first time in a while I felt alive and I never wanted this feeling to end. Everything was perfect. We were completely naked now, Devin was on top of me, still kissing me; I broke the kiss and asked,
"Do you have a condom?"
He shook his head and climbed off, He had a mad look on his face, but he wasn't mad at me, he was mad at himself for not getting any. I honestly didn't care if we had condoms; I love him what's the worst that could happen? I grabbed his neck and pulled him toward me, we were face to face and I gently whispered,
"I love you."
I started kissing him, and he got back on top.
