I just woke up; I don't know where I am.
"Nichole, do you feel okay?"
I think it was Devin asking me this, but I wasn't sure; my vision was still adjusting. I could feel someone holding my hand, my vision was adjusted now and I could see that in was indeed Devin. I quietly asked him,
"What... what happened? Where are we?"
I could hear Devin crying he said,
"You were in a car crash, we're at the hospital."
It was all coming back to me now. Devin found the guys number from the mall in my phone, the fight at the hotel, me speeding, Devin calling me and me crashing. My left arm and head was hurting allot, so I asked,
"How bad am I hurt? Is there anything broken?"
He was crying harder now, he was gripping hard on my hand now, he said,
"Your left arm is broken, a few cuts and you a concussion."
Broken arm, a few cuts, and a concussion? I asked,
"Can you lift the bed up a little so I can look at you more?"
He nodded and lifted it up; I could see he was still crying, he sat back down and grabbed my hand and said,
"Nichole, I'm sorry, this is my entire fault. I should have believed you; I was stupid to think you would ever cheat on me. You're not a piece of shit like me, you're better than me; was just worried I was going to lose you. I love you so damn much."
He was crying a lot now; I mean I can't be mad at him because he was scared he was going to lose me so I said,
"Baby, it's okay. I understand, I love you."
He leans over me to kiss my forehead; I could feel his hot moist tears touch my skin. Suddenly there was a knock at the door, the doctor came in he was tall, with short brown hair he said,
"Well hello there Nichole, how are you feeling?"
I replied by saying,
"Um... my arm and head hurts a lot."
He said,
"Is that so, on a scale one to ten what would you rate your pain?"
I said,
"About nine."
The doctor than said,
"Okay, I will have a nurse get you something for the pain, but first I most inform you that you are pregnant."
Pregnant? Devin's eyes got all big; he turned and asked the doctor,
"Is the baby okay?"
The doctor said,
"Yes, they are okay."
They... what did he mean by they?! I asked,
"What do you mean by they?!"
He smiled and said,
"Congratulations you're having twins."
He exited the room and I looked at Devin. I didn't know what to say, were me and Devin ready to be parents yet? Are we going to be able to afford two kids? My head was spinning; Devin looked up at me and said,
"How is this possible baby?"
I thought, the other night when we got in the hotel room we never used a condom because we didn't have any. I then said,
Devin, the other night when we got in the hotel room... we didn't use a condom."
He sat there for a second, probably collecting his thoughts he finally said,
"It's going to be okay baby. We can do this, were going to be parents."
I said,
"How are we going to be parents? We're kids ourselves."
I then said,
"But we've been through things that most kids haven't been through."
Devin had a good point by this, but I was scared. What If I turn out like my mother? Wait what am I saying? I would NEVER be like my mom. NEVER. I then said,
"I love you."
He said,
"I love you too baby."
Devin's phone rung, he went out in the hallway to take the call. He was out there for about five minutes. When he returned he said,
"That was my sister baby, I have to go take care of something with her really quick. Do you mind? I'll only be an hour."
I said,
"Yea, go ahead baby."
He kissed me and said,
"Okay, I'll be back as soon as I can. I love you baby."
I said,
"I love you too."
