I Will Always Find You || Daryl Dixon

Chapter - 14

(Y/N pov)

As I make my way in town I saw a pub, "Hatlins" I read, I shrugged my shoulders " I dont care along as it has alcohol" I walk into the pub and walk behind the bar and find bottles of spirits I see a full  bottle of rum and I take the lid and start drinking, I look around and saw a pair of twin ninja swords mounted on the walls in glass, I take another swing of rum and set the bottle down and grab an empty bottle and throw it at the glass smash the glass, I walk over and take the swords out, 'I wonder if there sharp' I think, as if on cue a walker bumps into the door, i look down at the swords and smiled, I walk over to the door and kick it open and the walker when back with it, it then came at at me I sliced at its head just above the ear, slicing it heading half, it dropped to the ground and I smiled and thought 'im sooo keep these ' when back inside and started drinking again

(Glenns pov)

After what happen outside between Shane and Y/N, i went into the house to check on Maggie and her family, as I entered i see Maggie sitting on the back of the couch with her back to me, we stood there for a while and I could stop myself from asking

"i have to ask you -- did you know she was in the barn?" Maggie turn around and looked at me with a ' are you kidding me look' she got up and walk around to sit on the arm rest, never taking her eyes off me, I looked down at my shoes uncomfortably before shrugging my shoulders and saying

"You know, maybe in some weird way this is for the best" I walking over the window "at least we know and now we can move on" that felt like soap coming out of my mouth

"Move on?" Maggie questioned

"Yeah, it's just like... " I start saying while turning around to look at Maggie "it meant so much to everyone -- finding her, you know? Not to mention Y/N is going to be kicking herself about this, and then -- " I was cut off by Maggie

"So now you'll just move on?" She questioned, she sounded disappointed

" if we can" i reply "I mean, we've lost others" I laugh " this is -- this is Sophia" I pause again looking at Maggie "The whole group -- this one was different, and Y/N is going to be upset not just because Sophia was a kid but she'll also be feeling like she failed carol" I say sadly

"So what happens now?" Maggie asked looking at me

"We bury her... with your stepmom and your stepbrother" I say

"And then?" She asks, as her eyes start to water, I walk over to her and place a kiss on her forehead

"I dont know" I answer her

(Couple hours later)

We were heading down for the funerals, when I remember I hadn't seen Y/N since she threatened Shane, I tugged on Maggie's hand and she looked at me

" can we walk pass my tent to get Y/N for the funeral" I ask and she nods, I walk over to my tent and poke my head in, and its empty, that's weird maybe she's already down there, I pull my head out of  the tent and turn to Maggie

"Shes not in there maybe she's already down there" I say and Maggie nods, we turn and walk down to the graves and
I look around and see everyone one there but carol and Y/N, we bury our loved ones, Hershel reads a prayer and then we have a minute silence for them before everyone goes there own way

(Y/N pov)

⚠️⚠️trigger warning mention of miscarriage ⚠️⚠️

Its been a few hours I think since I stepped foot into the bar, im now half way through my 2nd bottle and my eyes are all red and puffy from crying, I fist started crying because of Sophia and Carol, I feel bad for not being able to find sophia for carol alive and sophia because I killed her, I mean I know she was a walker but it doesn't make me feel better,that was after 1 bottle, now not only am I thinking about them but the whole situation at the barn with sophia and Carol, the look on her face almost broke me cause I know what its like to loss a child, I may not have raised them for 12 years but it still hurt and what Mark said to me on top it blaming me for the fact that it happened, even thought the doctor said I did nothing wrong, so here is was laying on the bar staring at the roof, i was about to take another swing of rum when I heard the door to the pub open, I sat up and look at the door to see Hershel