So you may be surprised to hear from me. And I'm sorry to say that this story probably will not continue. So as an apology. Hear are some of my favorite lines that never made it on to the page.
Enjoy... and goodbye Darlings."Why do humans have a word that means that something will last an eternity?... forever... it's a beautiful word for such a damned concept. Because there's nothing in this world that will outlast the world itself not even the world we're born into will last. Things will change and grow and nothing we know will last to see it. Because nothing last forever there's no such thing... as that beautiful, damned word."
Y/N leaves paradis with Eren and writes Hanji a letter explaining Eren's plan and says how sorry she is that she couldn't love Hanji the way they deserve. Because she loved Hanji but she needed Eren.
"Your worth more than what you can do for other people"
"I promised you forever and I've given you mine, so go and live yours"
"Heavy is the head that wears the crown"
"No matter what the stupid books say, I was made to love you. And now i will die doing what I was born to do"
"you've become the thing you hate, before you were just a kid given an unspeakable power that you didn't know what to do with. Now you're a Slave to your own delusion ... and there's no freedom in that"
"As Eren lives so shall Y/N"
"As Y/N lives so shall my son""You've sold your soul Eren and I'm the ink on the paper"
"We are the same, you and I"
"You know the records will write us as friends, right?"
"Let the records say what they want, I will know you as nothing but the one that taught me love""I'm a selfish person, but this I promise you will be my last act of true selfishness"
"You're all scavengers getting fat off the carcasses of the innocent, the guilty, and the fallen"
"All the people you've killed, so u truly feel nothing?"
"What's understood, doesn't need to be explained"
"They can destroy my body, rip it to shreds if they wish it. But should the day ever come when we are not together, that will be the day I die."
"Isn't that the most hilarious load of shit, all my life I wanted nothing more than to die. Now all I want is to live for the one I love and the punchline is the only way to save them is if I die"
"You are only owed two things in this world, the freedom to live and the freedom to die. I will fight for both, even if I can only have one"
"Please tell Y/N not to lose herself and the life she's built searching for a version of herself she's never known"
"If there is ever such thing as a next life, I promise you a much longer forever in the next one"
"Before I Met you i never even thought about the little things, so I'm gonna give my future to you! Live enough for the both of us"
"Your are everything I've ever wanted,"
"And you are everything I thought I was willing to settle for""I said I loved you once, and now... you have made a liar out of me"
"you did commit mass genocide but you... are not me. You don't have the balls. so what is it you feel guilt, shame, embarrassment? ... or maybe even regret"
"I never really believed in love, I wish it had stayed that way. Because now that I know it exists and I'll have to live the rest of my life without it. It pains me to know it exists, but just not for me"
"The wings of freedom, as if having wings could ever mean that you're truly free. As long as there are people that would shoot you out the sky. Your wings mean nothing"
"Darling don't! You have to live."
"There is no life without you""To truly despise something is to know it, to understand it for what is and reject it's ideal"
"it's easier to miss someone like Their dead than to grieve someone who's still alive"
"I'm so sorry this happened to you sweetness, you deserve so much more than this world ever offered you, but hey, I bet there's a lot of meat where your going, so eat up ok. We probably won't see each other again, there's no place for me where you are so let's just say our goodbyes here alright? I'm sorry I couldn't cry for you."
"If this disgusting gut wrenching world isn't worth living in then why not just kill yourself"
"But what was I before you"
"You talk as if you aren't human too."
"Can you honestly look at me and say that we are the same in nature. An animals blood is the same color as that of a human, but are they the same as us? They might just be better than we are, they kill to live. While we would kill for no better reason then that someone was different than us""I know that if I died today, you would die with me"
"If I died now I don't think that Hanji would die with me anymore, and that makes me so happy."
"I am a good solider because of what I am, but I'm a bad human for what I am not"
"Existing is exhausting"
"How can someone have lost everything, when they desire something"
"Love will destroy you, both when you have it, and when you don't"
"What I am makes me a good solider"
"But who you are not makes you a bad person"" I understand what it's like to be with someone and think there isnt anyone else in this world who deserves them less than you do, because u know ur a peice of shit but they still smile at you"
"You can't kill me!"
"No I can, I'm literally doing it right now""All we've known is war, how do we live in a world without it"
"Be my darling"
"Not every evil person has a sound justification for the way they are, no parent that used to hit them, no person to break their heart. Sometimes bad people don't need a reason to be that way. I'm no good. But who's to say I didn't have a happy life before all this. Stop trying to excuse my actions because I'm not looking for an explanation for the way I am."
"They say your friend is the one who knows you the best. But does understanding someone down to their core make you a good friend or a better enemy? And whatever the answer, which one is Ymir to me? Is she one of the people I'm fighting to protect? Or is she one of the people I have to gut in order to fulfill the promise I made?"
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