My Virtuous Wife

Chapter 29

A/N: I really don't want to write this part 'cause I'm not really knowledgeable. But, my inner self keep on typing hahahahaha. Thank you for supporting my story! Have A Happy reading everyone!

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“Ma, kausapin ko muna si Jaz. Don't worry ma. Baka kasi na presure sa dami ng projects nila kaya mainitin Ulo ni Jaz.”malumay na Sabi Niya rito.

Buti na lang talaga kumalma Ang biyenan niya kanina Kasi muntikan na nitong masampal si Jaz.

“Oh sige. Buti na lang nandyan ka. Ang kambal Kasi lagi nagbabantay sa batang 'yan at iniispoiled kaya lumaki Ang Ulo.”

She goes upstairs and knock at Jazarra's room.

“Jaz.”mahinang tawag niya rito.

Ilang minutong nakalipas ay dahan-dahan naman nitong binuksan Ang pinto. Nakita niyang namaga Ang mga mata nito.

“Let's talk.”

Naupo sila may maliit na sofa. At kinausap Niya ito.

“You can tell me what you feel. Don't restrain yourself. Ibuhos mo lahat ng hinanakit at Galit sa puso mo.”

Hindi ito kumibo pero ilang sandaling nakalipas ay narinig Niya Ang mahinang paghikbi nito.Niyakap Niya si Jazarra at tinapik-tapik Ang kanyang balikat.

She never been a mother and she don't know how to console her. But, since coming here into this world she's full of curiosity and when she have nothing to do she loves to research about how to get along with her kid and how to understand them more. But sometimes what's written on the article isn't applicable to everyone. Every person has different experiences and ways to handle their family issues.How to increase affection depends upon the situation. So you should explore and understand the person itself.

“Drink some water and calm down.”

“Ate, bakit ganyan si mama. She always nagged at me no matter what I do she always reprimand me. I didn't do anything wrong. Pag umalis ako ng pagpapaalam naman ako ah. I also study hard and keep up my grades. Pero ni Minsan Hindi ko man lang narinig na pinupuri niya ako sa lahat ng tagumpay ko. Tapos kinukompara Niya ako kina ate Jan at ate Jay. Pag pumunta ako sa mga concert sasabihin Niya na masyado akong maluho.  Eh, 'yun nga lang kasiyahan ko eh. Pero kapag sina ate bumibili ng mga mamahaling  bag, sapatos o damit hindi man lang Niya ito pinapagalitan. Bakit ako palagi niyang nakikitang Mali. Tuwing reregaluhan ako ng mga Kapatid ko ng albums, lightsticks , posters, photo cards at ibang bagay na gusto ko sinisita pa Rin Niya ako. Hindi ko naman hiningi 'yun kusa naman nagbigay sina ate at kuya.May isang beses na sinamahan ako ni ate sa isang concert abroad kasi treat Niya sa akin 'yun dahil hindi Siya nakadalo sa nineteenth birthday ko.Grabe magdamag niyang akong pinapagalitan. Minsan naisip ko kung ampon ba ako?Sabi nila kapag bunso paborito ng mga magulang pero ako Hindi eh.Si papa Hindi naman ako pinapagalitan. Laging sinasabi ni  papa na huwag ko raw dibdibin 'yung sinabi ni mama.Kesyo Galit lang daw kaya nakapagsabi ng ganun si mama, napagsabihan lang daw ako Kasi para naman daw sa ikabubuti ko 'yun. Pero Hindi ko mapipigilan na mairita dahil nakakarindi na 'yung paulit-ulit akong pagsabihan.”anito na may halong pahagulhol.

“Well, Jaz Wala ako sa Lugar para husgahan sina mama kung paano ka nila pinalaki. But this is my point of view and I hope that this may help you understand. As a mother itself, I really don't want to become one.”she paused.

Memories of the original owner of this body vaguely pour into her mind.

“Si mama Hindi Rin ako nagustuhan niyan kaya Hindi ako nagpunta Dito sa Bahay. Jaxson marry me rushly and we really didn't implement a plan on how to build our family. I got pregnant and your brother take responsibility because of it. At first we really have no feelings for each other. A child was created because of a mistake. The fear I have struggle during pregnancy until I deliver my son never fades. It become worst when Jax wasn't around.I felt like I'm alone in this world.I'm so anxious  and emotionally unstable. It's hard to bond with my baby.I don't have an appetite and I  gradually withdrawn.  I always in dazed and don't care about the people around me. Your brother didn't even know my suffering. I secretly went to seek an advice from a doctor.But I give up the treatment.The fear overhauled me and that was the time I ran away from home which leads to an accident. After waking up, I feel sober. ”

“I tell you this to make you understand that every mother has their own suffering. No one knows how much pain and sacrifices they do behind their children's back. Jaz, just because mom always nagged at you, don't praise you, that doesn't mean she don't love you. She cares for you that's why she always remind you. She let you do housework for you to know how to handle yourself when you left home and become independent. Kaya ka Niya pinagalitan kapag gumastos ka ng Pera para dyan sa mga k-pop merch Kasi nga gusto ni mama na matuto ka kung paano mo gagastusin Ang Pera mo. Hindi 'yung puro ka na lang bili ng kung anu-anong bagay.Jaz, you're still a student and you don't earn money. Kaya nag-aalala si mama dahil sa mga luho mo. Although kaya naman nilang ibigay iyon.Pero Jaz, the money doesn't come from trash. You need to work hard to earned it. And--”Hindi na niya natuloy Ang sasabihin dahil kumalabog Ang pinto.

Paglingon nila ni Jaz ay Nakita niya Ang kanyang anak at si mama na lihim na nakinig sa kanilang pag-uusap.

“Jeje what are you doing?” Tanong Niya sa anak.

Napalaki naman Ang mata nito at tinakpan Ang bibig.

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