The wolves are at my door~ Oliver Sykes fan fic

chapter nineteen: goodbye

Warning: Rape involved. And triggering situations.

Taylor Monsen P.O.V.

I get home, slowly opening my house door, trying not to make too much noise.
I take off my shoes and slowly walk upstairs, to my room. Then I hear a voice.
"Where were you?" My dad says.
"At a friends house daddy."
"The school called me."
Shit.
"They said you weren't there for your science test today." He countinues.
"... I left early."
"Why?" He comes closer to me looking angry.
"I. Wasn't um. Feeling well."
"Did I say you can leave school?" His voice starts to get louder.
"No but- I."
"You've been a bad girl lately Taylor." He grabs my neck hard squeezing it with one hand.
"Dad. Stop!" I say tugging on his arm.
He stops and looks at me. Oh no. He grabs me by my hair, walking upstairs and throws me on the bed in my room.
"Im sorry daddy. Please don't."
He gets on top of me, ripping my shirt off.
He touches my private area.
"Dad! No!" I try to fight him off.
"Don't fight Taylor! You know what happens if you do." He covers my mouth.
He unbuttons his pants and rips off my shorts that Jardine gave me. He removes my underwear.
"No." I mumble under his hand and tears begin to stream down my face. He inserts his hard shaft into me.
Hes never done this before. Hes never went this far.
I let out a muffled scream. The pain is horrible. He thrusts in and out. I just cry harder.
After what seemed like a century. He lets me go and gets off of me. I just lay there. Numb. Feeling disgusting.
"Get your homework done." Is all he says and walks out of the room.

I sit up, wiping my face. I look at the wall with no emotion.
I grab my phone and call Gerard.
He picks up and says "hello?"
"He..." I try to speak, but the words are hard to come out. I walk into my bathroom.
"Your dad?" He asks.
He knows about how my dad would abuse me and molest me very little though.
"He did more than.. just touch me Gerard."
"What did he do?!" His voice raises.
"He.. im.. not a virgin anymore." I cry hard.
"He raped you Taylor?! I will kill him."
"I'm not good enough and deserved it."
"What are you talking abou-"
"I love you Gerard. You were always my best friend and always will be."
I hang up and call Andy.
"Hello?"
"Hi Andy." I say emotionless.
"What's going o-"
"I don't hate you. I despise what you did but I beleive you're a good person and the madness of love got the best of you. You're not a bad person."
I hang up before he even gets to speak.
Next up Oli.
I dial Oliver.
"Hey Oli."
"Hi Taylor.."
"I'm sorry about everything. I want you to know that you're a great friend and I didn't do anything else but kiss Andy. He loves you and what he did was just to get under your skin. I mean nothing. I don't even like him. I'm in love with Kellin. Goodbye friend. Treat Gerard well because I know you have a lot of feelings for him"
I call Kellin.
"Hello?"
"Hi Kellin." My voice cracks.
"Have you been crying?"
"I want you to know you were rhe first person I've ever been in love with.. I did things I regret.. but you're the one I love. You mean a lot to me. I love you Kellin Quinn."
"Wait Taylor I l-"
I hang up. I go to the cabinet and grab one of my dads razor blades. I press it to my skin. Just then my phone rings.
"Hello..?" I answer.
"Its Taylor." Taylor Jardine says.
"You're an amazing person. Im not in love with you though. You're still great and have a great heart. Always remember that."
I hang up. I press the razor blade across my veins. The blood squirts. I keep going. I feel light headed.
Goodbye world.

Gerard Way P.O.V.

As soon as she hangs up the phone, I know something is wrong. I grab my car keys.
My phone rings off the hook.
First Andy calls, then Oli, then Kellin.
Something has to be wrong. I forward the same message to them all and that is
"Meet at Taylors house"
I drive as fast as I can to Tays house.
I bang on the door.
Oli and Andy run to me from seperate directions. I look at them and bang on the door more. Taylor's scum dad opens up. I push past him, Oli and Andy follow me. I go to Taylor's room and walk slowly to the bathroom to see what I wished I had never saw. Kellin runs to us and looks in the bathroom.
He drops to the floor.