Jonathan's Victory

Chapter 3

Clary turned to Sebastian."You tricked me, you bastard!"

Sebastian just smirked."Don't tell me you didn't expect me to do something like this,Clary I really thought you were smarter than that." He said in venomous voice.

"Where did you put my friends? Did you kill them?" Clary's voice went an octave higher, nervous that they might be hurt.

"Well some are alive. I had to deal with Angel Boy." Sebastian said, his tone conversational, as if he was talking about the weather, and not about murdering someone.

Clary froze. She felt numb all over. He murdered Jace. She would never see his smile or his gold eyes or feel his strong arms around her ever again.

The last thing she heard was Sebastian laugh before she let the darkness embrace her.

***

Clary woke in her and Sebastian's room. She felt tears flood her eyes. She had tried to save them but instead Jace is dead. Simon had once told Clary the worse thing was not being able to trust someone you love. He was wrong. The worse thing was losing someone you love.

Clary sat there for an unmeasurable amount letting the tears fall freely down her face. Clary blamed Sebastian, but she blamed herself more. She had given up and had not even tried Heosphoros. Even if it hadn't worked, at least she would have tried to do something.

The door opened and Sebastian walked in. He saw her on the bed crying and smirked, as if seeing her in pain was funny. It probably was to him.

Clary then looked down at herself and saw what she was wearing. She was in a black lacy nightgown that was completely see through and skin tight.

"You changed my clothes." Her voice was hoarse. She sounded like she gargled a handful of nails.

"You are my queen, MY queen. I can do whatever I want to you." He sounded satisfied with himself. He looked as if he had just won a prize.

Clary crossed her arms in an attempt to cover herself. It barely helped.

Sebastian pushed her farther on the bed and got on top of her. Clary didn't fight back. How could you fight back when your reason to fight was gone?

"Now that's a good girl." He said

***

Clary woke up and ran to the bathroom. She threw up everything, until she was dry heaving. Clary knew what this meant. It was what she had been dreading.

Clary silently prayed she hadn't woken up Sebastian when she ran to the bathroom.

Her hope was crushed when Sebastian walked in and carried her back to bed. She hated him so much. Sebastian's hand rubbed her back, as if he was trying to be comforting.

"We'll go to Lilith later and make sure your pregnant. Aren't you happy your going to be a mother?" Sebastian said.

"Hmm... Let me think, should I be happy that my child will also be part you, part monster? Or that it will be my brother's child. I hate you. You killed Jace. I hate you and I'll never ever love you."

Sebastian's hand struck her across the face. Clary flew off the bed and hit the wall. She held her cheek and glared at Sebastian as he walked towards her.

"You will never say any of the things you just said ever ever again and if you do more of your friends will die." He turned and walked out of the room.