My Retribution

Part 71

Freen's POV

We started to dig in. While eating, Nita put meat on my plate and I ate it. I heard Becky hissed so I looked at her just to check if she was mad at me. To my surprise she looks good. She's smiling at me but her smile sends shivers down my spine. She put a kimchi on my plate and I gladly ate it as I gave her a thumbs up. She caressed my cheeks that made me purr. Nita slammed her chopsticks that made all our attention to her. "Geez! I'm glad we were in a private room" I thought she was angry too but she smiled at me when we made eye contact and I smiled back. Nita put another dish on my plate and so did Becky. Both of them are looking at me waiting which dish I should pick so I hesitantly ate the dish given by Nita first.

Becky looked at me with annoyance so I immediately ate the dish she gave me. She leaned closer to me and whispered.

Becky: Why? Is the food she's giving you better than mine so you're eating her dish first before mine. So what now? Are you low key telling me I'm just your second choice?

My eyes widen in surprise. I can't talk since I have food in my mouth so I answered by shaking my head vigorously as I positioned both my hands into an X. She smiled and put another dish on my plate and so did Nita. This time I made sure to eat Becky's food first because she's my priority and I actually fear her. I ate Nita's food as well cause I fear Grandma would be dissapointed since she told me to treat Nita right and I gave her my word that I will. I don't want to mix food into my plates because I don't want to mix the taste in my mouth but with my situation if I don't eat the food they're giving me at the same time, I might die.

I kept on eating the food they gave me that my cheeks are about to burst. I am so fucking full and my mouth is full as well but I have to chew and munch the food that this two woman is putting on my plate. It looked like a race where in who puts the more food wins but FUCK!!! I'm suffering here. I refused the food they gave me using my hand but they both looked at me with anger so I continued. I only relaxed and almost cried out of happiness when there's no food left on our table and I can't even talk cause my mouth is so full that any time it will burst. I feel like vomiting. Kirk laughed at me and the three of us looked at him angrily which made him gulped. I closed my eyes and focused as I chewed and swallowed the food remaining on my mouth. My throat hurts since it was a big gulped. I drank water and I exhaled as I slammed my body into the chair. "Can't believe it's this tiring to eat so much food"

I saw Nita's hand reaching me but Becky slapped her hand away. She made me face her as she wiped my mouth with cloth. She even gave me a nose to nose which made my face hot. Nita saw everything and she walked away from us. I stood up to follow after her but Becky stopped me. So I obeyed.

Becky: I'm pretty sure you're full, Freen. Rest for a bit, you need it.

I sat on my seat and looked at Kirk. Luckily he knows what to do so he came after Nita. I exhaled and relaxed. Becky is smiling at me and it's sweet so I smiled back at her. I held her hand and kissed it.

Becky's POV
Nita walking out was the biggest success I've had for this day. For some reason I'm not afraid to compete with her. Kirk followed after Nita so now it's just us. We had a normal conversation which turned out great. I just finished telling her a story when I saw her just looking at me with awe. I just smiled at her not knowing what to do. We were both silent for a while and it felt comfortable.

Freen: Thank you, Teerak.

Becky: (confused) for what??

Freen: For giving me a chance. I just want to tell you I missed you so much, My Love.

I know that my behavior lately to Freen is toxic already that I almost feel sorry. I haven't forgiven her for leaving me behind, for using me and ditching me. I am still mad at her that's why I want to push her away. But you know what funny is as soon as I push her away I have this constant fear that someone will snatch her away from me so I got crazy jealous cause I have no claim on her. But I'm afraid to commit any relationship with her.I'm afraid that if I risk everything for her again she'll leave me again when she's done using me. I can't go with that shit again.I love it when she tells me she loved me or she missed me cause I feel her sincerity but I also hate it when she looks at another woman or is sweet with another woman. It's like I don't want to date her but I don't want her to date someone else either. Yeah. I don't understand myself sometimes.