We kissed and he rubbed me down taking me to the couch, but I escorted him to my bedroom. He laid me down and I helped him take my pants off. He climbed on top of me and unsnapped my bra. I was so nervous because he was the first to see my chest besides my mommy and sisters of course. I never had sex before. I mean I've been tempted for so long but I've never gotten this far. He took my right breast and pinched my nipple while devouring my left breast into his mouth. I flinched in pain, but a good pain. He sucked my bellybutton and tugged at the lace of my panty line sliding it to the side. He rubbed my clit with his soft fingers while giving it a small peck.
"Are you a virgin?"he asked.
I couldn't do anything but nod my head yes. He smiled at me but then he stopped.
"Is there a problem?"I asked.
"No,"he said.
"You stopped,"I said.
"You're not ready,"He said.
"I'm 23 I'm grown I can handle it,"I reminded him.
"You're so cute,"he said.
"I'm serious,"I said.
"I can't have sex with you Toni,"he said.
"But I want to have sex with you,"I said,"you can be my first."
I crawled up to him and he kissed me.
"You trust me?"he asked.
"Yes,"I said.
"Then let's wait,"he said.
"Daniel,"I said.
"Put some clothes on and I'll take you out for some ice cream,"he insisted.
I took a deep breath and did as he said. I put my bra, shirt, and pants back on then I found my shoes. I kept staring at him trying to figure out what made him think that I wasn't ready because I was a virgin. Then I thought maybe he doesn't like virgins or maybe all the women he had sex with weren't virgins. I don't know, but I was really hoping for the opportunity to explore the world of ecstasy. All of my friends have done it and poor me 23 and still a virgin. I was raised to wait until marriage, but hell my parents didn't so why should I. I've been saving myself all my life searching for that right person and I know this might sound crazy but he might be the one or at least the one I want to give myself away to.
"You ready?"he asked.
"Yea," I responded.
He grabbed my hand and we left right after I locked up. He took me to the mall and we were just walking around.
"Oh my gosh,"I said,"that dress is so beautiful."
"What dress?"he asked.
"That one in the window the red one,"I answered.
"You really like it?"he asked.
"Yea, but I can't afford it at the moment I don't get paid until next week,"I said.
"Go try it on,"he insisted.
"Really?"I asked.
"Yea I'll wait,"he said.
I did as he said and tried the dress on. It was beautiful and it fitted my body nicely. I loved it.
"I promise you when I get paid I'm coming for this dress,"I said,"isn't it beautiful you think?"
"Yea it's gorgeous,"he said.
"Excuse me ma'am how much does this dress cost it doesn't have a tag on it,"I asked one of the workers.