It's the week of both the wedding and the show and I'm excited about both actually. Daniel has decided to come and support me which I felt very good about.
"Toni you're ready,"Babyface said.
"Yea where's Daniel?"I asked.
"I don't know but don't worry about him just perform,"he said.
"Okay,"I said.
I went onto the stage. No introduction or nothing and started singing my ass off hitting note for note. I looked to the side and still didn't see Daniel. My stomach started hurting and I started to get sick. I couldn't concentrate. I was feeling nauseated and tried to stop it from coming up so swallowed it, but it was no use. I tried to signal them to go to commercial but they didn't get it. I looked into the crowd and started forgetting some of the words. I was so nervous hoping that people didn't notice. I was almost at the end of the song ready to hit the last and best note of the song and puked all over the floor. I was so embarrassed. I ran off stage crying not even thinking about cleaning it up. Babyface, Reid, everyone tried to grab but I ran to the dressing room where I saw Daniel watching the show smoking a blunt. I locked the door.
"You saw?"I said.
"Get cleaned up we're going home,"he said.
I grabbed some napkins and did as he said and we went home. When we got there he didn't say a word to me. I took a shower and changed into my PJs. I sat on the bed and turned the TV on. It was me all over the news. I was so embarrassed that I started crying and he just walked straight pass me. I looked at him with my eyes all red and puffy waiting on him to come comfort me but he didn't.
"Could you stop crying please damn,"he said.
"I just completely embarrassed myself on TV and you expect me to be quiet,"I said,"You're about to be my husband soon and you have yet to hold me and ask me am I okay or tell me everything is gonna be alright."
"I told you not to do it,"he said,"And you didn't listen so what now it's over forget about it."
"You so inconsiderate you know that?"I said,"Your fiancé is crying and all you have to say is I told you so? Wow."
"You knew you haven't been feeling well so why would you even put yourself in predicament where you never know when your sickness will pop up?"he said,"I have every right to say I told you so because I did and I don't feel sorry for that nor you because you never listen. It's life except it."
"Whatever,"I said wiping my eyes,"I just wish that my future husband would let go of his pride and just be there for his wife."
"I'm always there for you,"he said,"You think I wanted to be at that show especially after I tried to convince you not to go? No."
"You didn't have to come,"I said.
"And you didn't have to go but guess what?"he said,"Look at you now."
"Goodnight Daniel,"I said with an attitude,"I'm sleeping downstairs."
"Bring yo ass back in this room and get in this bed,"he said.
"No,"I said grabbing a pillow.
"Stop acting like a fucking kid and get in the bed,"he said grabbing my wrist.
"Shit that hurts,"I said.
"You heard what I said give me that,"he said snatching the pillow out of my hand.
I got in the bed but I faced the other way and he pulled me to him. I was so upset at him especially when he kissed me.
"I love you,"he said.
