I paused. What the hell is happening right now? Why is he doing this to me. I know he loves me and I love him but I'm confused. He thought having a baby was a huge step, but now he wants marriage. Why? I don't know what to say and I never thought the day that something I've always wanted would be hard to comprehend. Of course I want to be married with kids and have a family and I know he would take care of us, but I don't know.
"I know I didn't say something wrong,"he said looking into my eyes, but I didn't have the courage to say how I really felt.
"Toni baby talk to me I love you,"he said.
I just started to stare at him.
"Isn't this what you've always wanted,"he started,"Someone who loves and wants to give you the world."
"Don't just stare at me say something baby,"he said,"I love you."
"I love you too but..."I started.
"But what?"he said letting a tear escape his eye.
At that point things have gotten very emotional and I was lost for words. It was so overwhelming.
"You mean everything to me baby,"he said getting on both of his knees hugging my waist,"I want a family with you."
"Daniel,"I said.
"You said it yourself that your family would kill you if they found out you were pregnant before marriage,"he started,"Well baby now is the time where we can at least make them believe we waited."
"Daniel,"I said thinking about how right he was.
"Please say yes,"he begged.
"Yess,"I slipped out.
"Yess?"he asked.
"I'll marry you,"I said giving a faint smile.
"I love you so much,"he said hugging me.
"I love you too,"I said allowing him to kiss me and put the ring on my finger,"It's beautiful Daniel."
"You're beautiful,"he said.
"Can we um go now?"I asked.
"Yea let's go,"he said.
He took my hand smiling hard happy that I said yes. I'm happy too because this is what I've always wanted but I'm nervous at the same time.
We left the beach and we went home. When we got there he had ordered us some food already so we just cuddled upon the couch watching In Living Color together laughing and just enjoying each other. That's why I said yes because he always manages to make me happy at the end of everything. I think I'm ready for this.
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The next day I woke up not even knowing how I even went to sleep last night. Daniel had his arm around me and I just laid there until I had to puke. Stupid Morning Sickness. Anyway I decided to get in the shower because I already felt yucky after that puke and I hate feeling dirty. I ran my shower water then I went in the room to grab some undies and my robe. Then when I went back into the bathroom Daniel was in there taking a piss he likes to call it.
"Could you please hurry up I have to shower?"I asked so very nicely.
"Okay I'm finished,"he said shaking it before putting it back in his boxers.
"Thank you,"I said.
"Can I join you?"he said grabbing my waist kissing my neck.
"Nope,"I said playfully.
