I stayed up all night waiting for a call. I still haven't gotten one yet so I don't know whether my baby is alive or dead. I've been praying and drinking and crying trying so hard not to wake or scare my baby girl but this moment in time is just too hard for me to bare. My husband is a psychopath and it took me for what it seemed like almost forever to figure out his true colors. If only I would have saw the signs when we first started dating with his insecurities and over protectiveness and mental and physical abuse he was giving me at the time none of this would have happened. Jo would still be here and Jill even David would still be here and I truly believe that. I feel like such an idiot for not standing my ground sooner instead I made him love me even more than what I should have which sounds crazy because every woman wants to be loved by a man with all his heart but not like this. He used me and took me for granted and I allowed this but as I look deeper into this I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason and If I hadn't fell in love with Daniel I wouldn't have my princess and met my Gary. I miss him so much already and it makes me furious just thinking about it. I'm stuck in a box and I'm trying to escape and fight for me and even if that means I'll have to go down with him I will not settle for this hell any longer. I'm sick and tired of it. I need a plan. He's already gotten the people I care about so the last thing he could do to hurt me is possibly hurt my family but I don't think he's smart enough to take that route.
It's 4 am and I still haven't gotten a call. I've been plotting all morning on what I'm going to do. I have to call the police first. If they found him then I'll have to sacrifice everything leaving Nayla with him, but if he's dead or gone then I'll have to go to different measures.
9 am
I picked up the phone and dialed the police station.
Hello this is LAPD How may we help you?
"Yes My name is Toni Braxton Sunjata and I called last night for a missing person in a car accident,"I said.
Okay
"And I wanted to know whether any updates have come in for my boyfriend who was involved,"I said.
Hold on ma'am.
"Okay,"I said.
I waited on the phone for almost 20 minutes when the lady finally came back on the phone.
Mrs. Sunjata
"Yes ma'am,"I answered.
We found a black 1994 Honda Accord are you familiar with that?
"Yes ma'am,"I said sounding anxious.
Well we've found the accident scene, but we didn't find the body.
"What?"I asked as my heart started pounding fast.
I'm sorry but we're afraid to say that your significant other is dead.
