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My BFB

When is Cas not at ou house? It's hard to say when he's Sam's best friend. It seems to be a daily occurrence not that there's anything wrong with him being here. We're kind of like one big family if not just because of me. See when I was little there was an incident that I was part of where I lost my family just short of being born for sometime. Similar to one of those baby switches. My mom knew we were twins but the baby she given was not hers and the the baby she was given died on sight. I was given to the Novak family their mother had died during childbirth. The babies were switched. I was the only girl in the family. And we all had strange yet most of them biblical names. My name was Farrah it was probably the only one not biblical. My youngest oldest brother is Castiel but he just goes by Cas. Somehow we all had grown up with each other and after some time after putting the pieces together I.E. mine and Sam's heart and hand birthmarks and we figured out the truth.

But I had grown to love the Novak family as my family it was the only family I'd ever known. As I started spending more time with my biological family they started more and more like family and treating me like family. We talked and acted like we were family as if I'd always been apart of it. Sam Dean and I played and loved each other like siblings. Sam and I got to be as close as twins could possibly be and that wasn't hard considering we already started off as best friends. Dean had come home from school for the summer and the 3 of us Sam Cas and I had grown up quite a bit while he was away. It was about 2pm when Cas came to knock on the door as if he needed to more out of respect then the actual need. But it wasn't I nor Sam that opened the door it was Dean. This was a problem considering for as long as Sam and I could remember he's had this big ass crush on Dean Sam's words not mine never mine. And somehow Dean was the only person that had no idea. Luckily our brother was also gay and that he liked Cas and was home for the summer so this was our time for Sam and I to get the chance to get them together.

Even if that meant we had to medal. And being a part of both families didn't make things less mixed up after all the only other woman figure I knew in our life was our step mom. I never got the chance to really know my biological mom she died in a fire about 8 years ago. Anyways Dean greeted him half awake and half dressed. Hey Cas you've grown up quite a bit since I last saw you. But Cas couldn't focus on anything Dean was saying because he more or less was lost in Dean's eyes. Are you here for Farrah as we finally figured out what he real name was or are you here for Sammy? Yes I mean.... Dean lifted an eyebrow. It's that Sam told me to stop by after noon so.... Cassy. I ran up to hug him. Hey Farr's. Come on in Sam greeted him as we pulled him inside and Dean tried to go unnoticed that he was taking in Cas now that he looked and seemed a lot more grown up then he last remembered. Taking in all his features as if this was the first time meeting Cas. His dark messy hair his bright beautiful blue eyes.

I let my "brothers" hang out together while Dean and I started a late lunch. Cas had been my brother for so long it was hard not seeing him as my brother but if I wanted him and Dean to get together I had to get it out of my head. But I thought maybe as far as Sam and I meddling in things that maybe there would be very little to do on our part since it seemed like Dean was trying to take things in his own hands. Like how he would take long detours to get to the kitchen when he was making us lunch or getting us drinks or snacks or whatever just so he could get a glimpse of Cas and his dark hair or his blue eyes. Dean had never looked at Cas like this before but that was no one's business but his own. Though in the days that followed Sam and I didn't make things easier on Cas with his constant blushing or lingering stares. And purposely by no accident at all Dean would take long jogs around the neighborhood only to come back shirtless and sweaty or hanging out in just a pair of shorts after a shower or bending over to look for a movie in front of the T.V. when we were all trying to hang out. Mostly though it was just Cas and Sam while Dean and I "hung out" together.