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There is no good answer

I often go see my brother(s) both adopted into from that baby switch in the beginning having grown up with Cas and his brothers as mine while our family's stayed close with Sam and Dean since Sam and I were best friends long before we had realized I was their real sister. But again I often go see them while they're away at school and Dean and Cas are roommates.

So I get to see "both" of them when I go and it just so happens I was there when their new friend Charlie. I'd heard a lot about Charlie and Dean what good friends they were and I'd met her a handful of times. Sure they were friends first but with the boys living together it was inevitable.

At first when I first met her we got off on the wrong foot. They got along so well he said things he didn't mean to say. Like how Charlie was like the sister he never had and always wanted. While I tilted my head like a confused hurt dog. I didn't mean that he'd said. I AM your little sister. I muttered under my breath as I blinked back tears.

And that day I had decided I didn't like Charlie he took Dean away from me when I hadn't known him as my brother for very long how it just been him and Sam growing up how I was nothing more than friend. Sam's best friend that they treated like sister. I had debated for a long time later that day if I should even keep coming back to visit. At least not when Charlie was around.

I was hurt and felt like I'd been replaced which was easy when for so long I wasn't a part of the family. Yet I'd known him my whole life. But oh he made sure that wasn't the case that I didn't feel like I was being replaced first verbally and with apologies and how if I wanted to be upset with someone to be upset with him not Charlie how she didn't do anything wrong.

And how he never should've said those words and how much he loved me. We sat together and talked and hugged. And between the hug came the playful brotherly tickles. Begs of forgive me and I didn't mean it that way and I love you. And well laughter was usually the best medicine when nothing else works.

And now we were all friends. So here I was again visiting both him and Cas and well Charlie happened to be there too. And Cas was kind of jealous about Dean and Charlie's friendship. And how couldn't he be? She was smart and funny and beautiful and in Cas's case could make Dean flustered in the best ways that I knew Cas wanted to be able to make him.

But Dean he's not exactly a good influence. He has a habit not usually when I'm there but challenging the upperclassmen to drink offs. And was known to "Drink them under the table." That saying never made any sense to me. I didn't want to go with them bars weren't my thing I held down the fort watching T.V. curled up on the couch.

Until I heard the 3 of them stumble into the apartment. What happened? I asked them when they were carrying in a very drunk Dean. They told me how Dean got drunk that much I could see as he wasn't able to get here himself and they told me how he picked a fight at their local bar and I was glad I wasn't there for that.

Oh Dean I muttered under my breath sweeping his hair to the side not quite in disappointment. They got him into bed and I stayed by his side. He slept on till he woke up and had to get to the bathroom. Up till that point I'd sat on the floor leaning against the bed eyes eventually falling closed.

I went into the living room where Cas and Charlie had been. Hey kiddo came Cas's voice. What are you doing up? I rubbed at my tired eyes and sat between the two of them. Why are you up? I asked him the same thing. We weren't well we are now but only because we can hear Dean emptying his stomach.

Does this happen often? I frowned with concern my head on his shoulder. No sweetie he brushed my hair out of my face as he wrapped his arm around me. College kids they drink Dean is no different. But he doesn't usually get like this when you're here. But he's fine. I stayed in his room while he slept and fell asleep without meaning to. Honey it's 2 in the morning not the kind of time a high school student should still be up at.