Yes, we all exist: fluff and giggles

I don't want you help!

This all seemed normal. A hunt that goes horribly wrong yet no one had died this time. Though Dean was very injured. He could barely even walk. They were both covered in a lot of dirt and a lot of blood but Dean was worse for ware. But we were all happy that it was finally over.

We had Cas in our lives now but I've had some work to do. Ever since Cas came back into our lives I've had to pick up some slack on the angel part listening to prayers and going where whoever is closest is needed. And sometimes that's me. I come and go when I can be here.

I wish I had been but also I knew even if I was I couldn't stop my brothers from getting hurt. Cas had insisted I needed to let my brothers do some cases on their own that I couldn't always be there. I fought him until I couldn't. I hated when he was right. They needed to be the best hunters they could be.

And if I was always playing the sister card and hanging around all the time even though I feel like I haven't been around that long really and I'd told Sam I'd be there all the time when we turned 22 years old unless something happened to me. But Cas still was under the impression we had some kind of duty to G-D.

Whether I was an everything or not he let me be immortal and never live that I was one of his most powerful creatures one of his favorites. Yet here he was again as well. While I had seen them both more recently my brothers and missed them every time I had to be away I was still mostly an angel.

And when we hear prayers and have problems like fending them off from something worse than what they were fighting. Like the more evil of the angels or more wars in heaven or the worse of the demons or whatever it is that was threatening the boys that they couldn't handle on their own.

Anything to protect my brothers even if I can't be here. I tried to be there any time that they prayed for me as I had told Sam to do when he wanted me. But Cas hadn't responded in a month and of course when we showed up they wondered where we had been. What happened?!

I started in a panicked protective tone. This wasn't just angels doing things for humans and acting like protectors I'm their sister. It was slightly different. Farrah? Sam called me over to them as I all but flew to rush over to my brothers when I saw Sam and Dean get out of the car.

He was holding an arm around Dean's waist with one arm of Dean's around Sam's shoulder. I'm fine Sam started as he gave me a one armed hug. We missed you. I'm sorry I apologized. No it's you do what you gotta do you're more than our sister. But I'm your sister first and for most.

The monster we were fighting had a good aim and hit Dean in the nose. Is it broken? I started to reach out. No Sam started it was just bleeding a lot. Don't Dean started. As he grabbed my wrist. But.... I started. I'm ok he cut me off. No you're not Dean Sam cut him off. You look like a victim from a crime scene he rolled his eyes.

It's not that bad! Dean shouted back as Sam tried to help him from the car to the motel of the weak. Stop it I don't want your help he snapped at us. I took a step back a hurt look on my face but shook it off. I was used to this behavior by now this seemed like typical Dean/older brother behavior and I shouldn't be bothered by it.

I got inside with them and Cas was there waiting also concerned that Dean was hurt but he said it more surprised while Dean shot him a small smirk at thinking it was funny how surprised Cas was. I went into my brothers things and laid out clean clothes for them to sleep in once they were cleaned up for the night while I set up on the couch.

Cas was always confused by me doing this since I don't have to because I don't have to sleep. I have tried to explain to Cas on multiple occasions that I had never been human and like the idea of blending in and acting like one if for no other reason than to give my brothers some normalcy in their lives.