Yes, we all exist: fluff and giggles

It's going to be ok

This is pre SPN adventures so Jess is still currently still alive Dean hasn't come for Sam yet and they're still calling me Jade. It was the middle of the night. Sam and Jess were sharing the bed. I was in my own room next door. Something was wrong I could feel it. But this time I was sure it was by natural means. Although Sam and I had been having premonitions about Jess dying before she died. While I don't think it was that this time. But even when it had been two years that had stopped nothing the nightmares still plagued him. I should've been sleeping as well but instead I got out my crystal ball I could feel negative feelings in Sam. And I wished I was strong enough to help. He tossed and turned cold sweet dripping down his face and soaking his hair making it stick to his forehead as it also contorted in pain.

I couldn't help but watch how he was feeling he was upset I could see into his nightmares. I could see the evil things that were hunting him and chasing him. Many times I had swept the room for anything SPN but there was nothing. You would think I'd be happy about this. But that also meant I couldn't make the nightmares go away. I just wasn't strong enough. He was crying out in his sleep kicking and screaming fighting whatever it was that was chasing him. I heard him even call my name a couple of times. He looked out of breath like he'd been running. Running where? IDK. He wasn't fast enough he was almost a goner it was like this thing was gonna eat him all in one bite. When he got cut in his dream I felt it and it burned almost like getting burned by fire. I saw him and he saw me and I tried to reach out for him but I was too far away to reach him and then I saw nothing and nobody nothing but white and he was white knuckling the sheets.

It was then I realized he was awake. He jolted up right and opened his eyes. I had a spare key but before I went in I put my hand on the door knob and muttered something under my breath to make the room breezy and cold. The breeze came from the window that I slid open upon entering the room. He looked around the room it was pitch black but even in the dark he could make out my features as he rubbed his tired eyes to make sure I was really there. It's ok Sammy I'm here it's going to be ok. I took his trembling hand giving it a gentle squeeze while a different hand started rubbing cold circles onto his back. He was sitting up by now. I'm sorry Jess Jade he told us as he turned to us before rubbing his eyes again. You're ok you're safe Sammy. She's right baby she confirmed before reaching back over and began rubbing his back again as we tried to calm him down. I wrapped an arm around his shoulder into a one armed hug as Jess nuzzled against him kissing him and there the bed sagged as I sat down on the edge of the bed and Jess got up on her knees.

I would've comforted him more but instead I let Jessica do that part after all they are boyfriend and girlfriend. I'm sorry I woke you both up. Jade you can go back to your room Jess you can go back to sleep. The side light was on now by this point as we sat there and calmed him down. Jess wrapped her arms around him now his hair fell into his face and he couldn't even see us through his hair he needed to get it cut badly. What are you looking at? He asked me. Nothin' I swept his hair back you just need to cut your hair I kissed his forehead. Now let's try to get some sleep ok? I can sleep on the foot of the bed but I'm not leaving your side. But I don't want to overstep with like the boyfriend girlfriend thing. And I always have extra stuff in here for me to sleep with and in. Like a hoodie of yours and a pair of you sweatpants that is if I get too cold or need comfort. Yeah about that what happened to your arm? You know I don't really know it stung for a moment but I don't feel it now.

You should go to sleep Sammy. IDK if I can go back to sleep. He shook his head. Maybe you could tell me what you guys were dreaming about. I wasn't sleeping very well either I half lied. I could just sense that something was wrong that you were hurt. I suppose I could've fell out of bed and hit something on my way down. I shrugged. But hurt you enough to cut you? So what did you dream about Jess? I asked her. Jade? Sam lifted an eyebrow in a scolding fashion as I fanned him away. Jess pursed her lips to begin speaking she had this cute little smile on her face loved our relationship. Never had to be jealous of me knew we were best friends thought of each other like brother and sister. As I frowned feeling guilty. You ok Jade? She asked me. 'm fine I shake my head. Just tired. If you say so. Anyways she held his hand as they locked fingers. She talked to Sam as I sat and listened. We were walking on the beach the sand was a pure white only it was that pure because it wasn't really sand it was snow but it wasn't cold and the water had this natural dye in it that made the water purple. And the snow wasn't real snow it was ice cream like that movie Jade was having us watch.

And there was a fair going on near the boardwalk they were havin this eating contest called it spaghetti and you could win a prize from eating the most more than anyone else and a 2nd if you finished them. You decided to enter so you could win. They had those giant stuffed animal things as prizes one was a mermaid and one was unicorn. And Jade insisted she wanted the mermaid and I insisted I wanted the unicorn. It was kind of silly honestly she giggled. But it wasn't spaghetti it was licorice and it was grape flavored but it tasted like popcorn. While we thought it was odd you kept your promise and won the prizes for us most dropped out though because the food was too strange to eat. Those that stayed you won fair and square. We decided to get some hot chocolate after that the ice cream snow had showed no signs of stopping and the hot coco came in these magic brew cups and the color was purple and we drank out of black spoons made to look like ladles and they came with tiny witch hats. It was so magical. It's funny I almost never dream about sharing you with Jade not that I don't like her but its usually the two of us and all these different food themed things I'e never dreamed that way either. That's a nice dream Jess. Ok Sammy time for bed. I set up a little area at the foot of the bed. Snuggled into the comfort of his hoodie.

Jade? He scolded again. What? I whined at him. But he rolled his eyes. You know I think maybe I'll let the two of you sleep the rest of the night and stay up and watch some cartoons or something. But Jess nor I liked that idea. You need your sleep Sammy. She started. It's Sam he told her. She pouted a fake sad puppy dog pout before a smirk crossed her lips. You let her call you Sammy. She protested. She's my best friend she could call me Sally for all I care or Pinkie Pie. He rolled his eyes snickering. I would never call you either of those things Sammy. I giggle at him. But if I did call you that second one there's a reason for it. When you're laughing hard you turn a bright shade of pink it's got a funny name to it too. What do you mean? Jess giggled along side of me. What could make him laugh that hard? Well if he still refuses to go to sleep I can help you tire him out and you can see for yourself though his nickname should really be Elmo I snickered again. Don't throw rocks Sam tsked at me. I playfully stuck my tongue out at him. It's two against one Sammy how does she not know what I'm talking about? You've been together two years. And I'm always around you would think after all this time that would be the first thing she learned about you. Especially during times that when you move a certain way your shirt rides up cause you're so tall and muscular that you have a hard time finding shirts that fit you.

Say if you stretch or squirm. Anyways what do you think Sammy? Are you gonna go to sleep or do I have to tire you out? Fine I'll go to sleep but I can and will or would get you back either of two of you. I'm also stronger than you both. Not when you're laughing and fighting off us both. G-D you are so evil he brushed at me. Hey? I yelped. Oh we're playing that way are we? I smirk back at him. Jade whatever you're thinking stop. He warned. Come on Sam lay down Jess instructed. We didn't mean to get you all worked up. She leaned over kissing his forehead pulling his shirt back down trying to make it go all the way down since he had to shift to get into a position he was comfortable in but her nails scraped against his lower stomach as she did that and he flinched. You're so cute. She scrunched her nose a smirk on her face. You're nails are way too long he muttered. You know I love you she purred at him peppering him with kisses as I laid down on the air mattrass thing. Have fun but quietly. No problem sweet dreams Jess turned to me. As long as Sam is ok I sure will. Jade don't leave me here alone. You're alone I cooed back at him. I'm at the foot of the bed and Jess is there next you. Goodnight Sammy. But when Jess copied me he told her it was Sam.

But her nails didn't like that. And as he was finishing his correction it trailed off into laughter. As he tried to shove her hands away and not hurt her. She was in a playful mood no thanks to me. Especially when he attempted to threaten he was gonna kill me. Jess stop he started laughing as he threw his head back in laughter his limbs refusing to work. Stop I'm sorry I'll go to sleep. He pleaded. A couple mins of this as I had turned on my side not really sleeping once he calmed down and she started kissing away his tears of mirth I couldn't help but hear him grumble how unfair it was. He knew should he go after either one of us as revenge we would double team this was a battle he couldn't win on his own. Now if his brother were here..... He hadn't even thought of Dean in some time since they all parted ways but he also knew he would never help him even if he did know about me or Jess and well enough to help him against us like we were all friends and had known each other for quite some time. Well he would still be screwed tell her she wasn't doing it right show her all the techniques and bad spots that would get him laughing the most. I snickered as he shuddered. You ok Sammy? I am now he closed his eyes and I turned and saw he had a lingering smile on his face. We love you Sam. I started. Love you guys too. Goodnight. Night he answered back. And the rest of the night was no one had anymore bad dreams but if he did I was right there and so was Jess nothing would ever hurt him.