Yes, we all exist: fluff and giggles

Isn't this how most of our hunts go?

We (outfit 1)were out on a hunt. Yeah I know that doesn't really sound like anything different. And things were not going well. Yeah what's new sounds typical to me? You say. Not the way that it ends. Unless I had something to do with it of course.

Same take my hand. Dean called out to him as we ran away from the monster. Sam didn't hesitate or ask questions. Not until after he took his hand. Why? He asked. Jade? He turned to me. I shrugged. I had very little faith in Dean I knew it couldn't be anything good.

I knew if I took Sam's offered hand I would just slow them down. But I remembered to keep pace. You know given our current circumstances. And as this can be any given time yes they are currently still calling me Jade right now.

I thought if the monster grabbed me it would grab the two of you too. As sweet as that sounded it would've had it not had been coming from Dean. Because that was not Dean like behavior. The older brother wanting hold the younger brother's hand.

When said brother was 22 years old. What the hell Dean?! Sam scolded acting like he was gonna stop but remembered we were being chased. And kept running. And to make things worse and slow us down more it was raining.

I thought it would be sweet. Dean winked back at Sam. But that wasn't Dean behavior either. The monster was gaining on us but Sam and Dean got trampled when they fell over. And Dean had been trying to shoot at it.

I'd stopped running when I saw they were hurt. Sam Dean! I called out to them. Jade Sam called back to me as I took their hand and kept running. Only once we did Dean shot at it till it fell leaving us to believe it was dead and it was over.

Minus in the end that we had killed the monster it wasn't dead when we originally thought it was leaving us in more pain than we had been originally. But at least we still had managed to kill it. If they had known who and what I was I could've teleported us back to the motel.

And as part everything like I've been told I shouldn't be cold but maybe I should keep up appearances. The boys had ice packs on them trying to make themselves feel better. Sam has seen me dance in the rain and catch a cold even though I hadn't felt cold previously if for no other reason that I knew he would leave the dorm to take care of me because I wasn't actually sure I could get sick.

But here I was shivering and teeth chattering. Of course I was in pain as well but I wanted to take care of the boys first and then myself. But Sam went over to his side of the bed and pulled out a jacket as he came over to me.

S-Sammy. I shivered shaking my head. I'm ok I'm fine. No you're not jade you're shivering and your teeth are chattering. Before I knew what was happening and before I could further object he had his jacket wrapped around me.

Well that sucked. Dean turned to watch us a small smile tugging on his lips. But the moment ended as fast as it came because they both winced in pain. Dean was mostly if nothing else pissed. Even if we did kill the monster.

I missed what he said next but Sam said it would've been more likely if he had been the one stuck by lightening because he was taller. Dean that's not nice. Since the ice packs weren't doing much good they had seemed to give up for now.

What's the matter Jade? Sam turned to me. My bag. Oh yeah that cream stuff you have in it. You stay there I'll get it out for you. Pouch on the left. I called out. Uh huh he said. IDK what Sam said after that but Dean told him to shut up because he wasn't in the mood.

I got up to put it on them. Jade?! Sam turned back to me. Stop it Sam just let me do my thing and put this on you guys scold me later. Fine but when you're done go take a shower you're freezing. Since it was 3 am I decided it was best not to argue and to just do as I'd been told. And once more took the sec bed.

Sam had insisted that we switch back and forth depending on if he felt like sharing a bed with Dean or laying on a pull out. They got into their respected sleeping arrangements. Night bitch Dean said. Night Jerk Sam called back. Sweet dreams Jade. But I was already fast asleep.

But not all was calm that night in the motel. The skies darkened it was dark and stormy and there were no stars or moon in the sky. Dean took my hand as we began running while footsteps followed us and Sam was nowhere to be seen.

at some point we lost each other as Dean tumbled down a hill and got scraped up from thorns and I fell into the river having a hard time swimming as it pulled me along. Dean help! I called out. It was then Dean woke up screaming.

He had cold sweat dripping off of him as he turned to look at me. It seemed I was still fast asleep. And then Sam turned the lamp on from his side of the bed. Dean? He called out. Are you ok? It was then Dean noticed he was safe and sound back inside the motel room. Sam's voice was so soft so gentle. He wondered what had bothered him.

Sam? Dean asked all shaky and weak feeling as I had in his dream. He couldn't even look at him. He lied poorly that he was ok and that it was nothing and that Sam should just go back to sleep. And if you're not going to do that then you should at least check up on your friend make sure she's ok.

She's not the one that woke up screaming. Sam shook his head. What were you dreaming about? Sam placed a comforting hand on his knee Dean flinched before easing into his touch. It was you Dean admitted. You were the monster.

And to a pair of hunters who were also brothers that was like the worst case scenario where one of us would be the monster we were hunting with no control. Hurting the other having to kill each other in the end.

Causing each other pain and suffering was the worst thing that could happen. Dean you know that I would never hurt you you or Jade if I were the monster. Dean nodded slowly back at him. Yeah I know. And I'm not a monster and I hope to keep it that way.

Dean nodded back again although looking past Sam and over at me to make sure I was ok. Although there is one monster I wouldn't mind being and I think I'm turning into one right now. And so help me if you wake her up I will be the worst monster you've ever seen! Fear me Dean for I am the tickle monster! Sam teased. Dean was too slow to notice what was happening before Sam stuck.

He started on his belly first but tried his best to avoid spots on Dean that would hurt him. First it started out as a squeak a terribly unmanly noise for Dean to make before he was laughing. And Sam wasn't trying too hard not to avoid hurting his brother. Sammy! Stop please?! Dean pleaded. But no such luck.

Only if you apologize for wanting to take my hand so that we'd both get hurt. Sam started but when Dean said no he went for Dean's hips which as they both knew were his worst spot. Wake her up and things will be worse for you Sam warned. But after some time Sam had mercy on Dean he didn't actually want him to wake me up.

After his fingers stilled Sam still had a big smile on his face. All better? He asked. Thanks Sam I needed that. Anytime Sam teased. And if you have anymore bad dreams wake me up I'll kick my own ass. Good thing your friend is asleep and didn't hear you say that. Dean teased again. And Sammy? Yeah? Don't think I'm not planning on getting you back.

Dully noted Dean goodnight. He said again. He would've turned his lamp back off if he hadn't turned to see me whimpering and crying out in my sleep. Sammy! I screamed tossing and turning crying out. Does she do that often? Dean asks. No just often enough that I know how to fix it. You can go back to sleep Dean I've got it. But Dean just sat there quietly.

He came over to the bed and sat down next to me turning me on my side his fingers gently tickling my back as the other hand played with my hair calming me down. Jade? Wake up. I hear him call. Mmh. I groan out. He pushed my hair back and kissed my forehead.

Then I flinch when his fingers touch between my shoulder blades. Sorry he whispers back. He leans over and wipes my tears away. Bad dream he asks me. I slowly nod. Wanna talk about it? Nuh uh I shake my head. That's ok. All better? No more bad dreams? He asked me.

I shake my head and nuzzle into his chest as he plays with my hair. I love you Sammy. I love you too Jade and I always will. You're safe now. No more bad dreams. Good night Sammy. Good night Jade. Night Dean I murmur as I close my eyes again.

Good night Jade he calls back. Sam was right. No more bad dreams came the rest of that night. For either one of us.