Sunoo's shared dorm was quiet, no one else was home actually. Only he and his phone keep him company. However, his phone was terrible at keeping him company, as the only thing in his Twitter feed was hate about his weight. "I'll just get to Instagram then," he mumbled closing the app. Instagram hadn't been too different as he gave up and went to the bathroom. Grabbing the scale, he stepped on it, sighing at the number, "120lbs (54.4 kg)" it read. "Why won't this stupid number just go down?!" Sunoo said balling his hands into fists. He's been cutting back on his food for weeks now and now the number stopped going down.
Sunoo put up the scale and left to the living room. He glanced at the kitchen, not wanting to look there. He reluctantly walked into the kitchen to grab water, just being in the room made him feel disgusted. Grabbing the bottle of water he went to the couch and sat down, he wanted to eat so badly, but his self-consciousness wouldn't let him. He kept his head turned as he turned on the TV in hopes of finding something good to watch. Eventually, he settled on some Kdrama to pass the time, unsure of what it really was. Soon enough, the members arrived home, having gone out shopping. "Welcome back!" Sunoo said turning off the show, which ended up being hard to watch due to cringe.
The members were happy to be back, as they all had some experience to share with him from the mall. "I think you forgot about that, we all haven't gone out shopping in like 5 months," Sunoo said laughing slightly. "Well still!" Jay said dramatically falling onto Jungwon, who simply laughed and began playing with Jay's hair, which had grown out some. Eventually, all of the members had dispersed into their own rooms, Sunoo barely managing to avoid dinner. The blonde sat on his bed as Sunghoon approached back in from the shower. "Hey, Sunoo?" Sunghoon asked drying off his hair. "Hm?" Sunoo replied with his head on his pillow.
"I got something for you since you didn't come today," He said grabbing a bag from beside his bed, the bag reading "Flowers and Tea." The figure skater handed the bag to Sunoo.
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Sunoo was in awe at the cute sweater, it was adorable and looked comfy. Sunoo had thanked the older profusely, he truly already loved the sweater.
The next day, Sunoo tried once again to skip breakfast but was met by Heesung stopping him. "Hey! You haven't had breakfast for a few weeks now, you should start eating it! You'll really need it, especially today," Heeseung said forcing a plate with toast into his hands. "You need to eat Sunoo. I don't want you to start getting unhealthy on me!" Heeseung smiled, ruffling his hair. Sunoo hid his anxiety spike as he looked at the plate of food he mumbled a small "Ok, thank you Hyung," and sat down at the empty counter, most of the members already had eaten and were doing other various things.
He stared at the plate, the toast looked amazing, but he felt nauseous just looking at it. He picked up the food, "Heeseung is right, if I don't eat at least some of it then I might pass out..." Sunoo thought, logic over self-decisions today. He bit into the crunchy food, and he nearly threw up on the spot. Holding his mouth with one hand dropping the food. He could feel the saliva building up in his mouth. He left his spot at the counter hurriedly as he ran to the empty bathroom, closing the door loosely behind him.
*He threw up but I ain't writing that so after that*
Sunoo leaned his head on the bathtub beside him, his head began to throb in pain as he groaned in tiredness and pain. He flushed the toilet, brushed his teeth, and took three painkillers. He left the bathroom swiftly and went back to the counter to throw the rest of the food away. Eventually, all of the members and he left for the dance practice room. It was going to be a long day.
Sunoo was slightly sluggish with everything after what had happened, he tried his hardest to push through it but his head wouldn't let him in combination with the loud sound and bright lights. None of the members wanted to say anything, knowing him as long as they had it was obvious that he wasn't feeling well. However, the fresh-out-of-college dance instructor couldn't. "Sunoo, for god's sake! Pick it up some!" The dance instructor rudely exclaimed, his original demeanor had completely changed from the first meeting.
The rest of the practice had followed the same route as the instructor had just kept getting ruder and meaner as it went. Eventually, Sunoo put on the flower sweater that Sunghoon had bought him as the rest group began going back to the dorm, not much was said. The members went to their respective rooms, as everyone was tired, mentally and physically. Sunoo felt tired, his lack of eating, and his body's newfound rejecting food hadn't helped either. He and Sunghoon ended up speaking together in their shared room, with not much else to do. "Hey, Sunoo? May I ask something?" Sunghoon asked looking at the small boy's slim, almost fragile-looking figure. "What's up?" Sunoo replied.
"Have you been losing weight recently?" Sunghoon asked, trying not to sound offensive in any way. Sunoo mentally flinched at the question, he was hoping this question wouldn't come up. "Just a little," he spoke softly looking away from Sunghoon's brown eyes. "Are you sure?" Sunghoon said calmly trying to be sure if it was the truth. Sunoo looked away, and mumbled a 'mhm.' "Do you want to get some food together?" Sunghoon asked calmly, in an attempt to break the silence. "I'm good, I'm not hungry," Sunoo said grabbing some chapstick from his nightstand. "Sunoo, you haven't eaten all day, you need to eat," Sunghoon stated looking at him knowingly. Sunoo complied, not wanting to, as he and Sunghoon ate together in their room. Sunghoon seemed to of learned how to get Sunoo to eat from somewhere, Sunoo felt slightly skeptical but wasn't that mad, because Sunghoon made it easier for him to eat, which helped some. Eventually, his eating started to regulate back out, and he stayed at 120 lbs (54.4kg), which wasn't his ideal weight but he felt much better than before so eventually he was able to live with it.
WOOHOO! Here it is!! I like it, it's a little more than most of the one-shots, I don't want them to be too small but not too big of one-shots at the same time lol. Sorry for the lack of a creative title, I tried but couldn't think of anything T^T. I hope you enjoyed this! If you did just know there's quite some more coming from where that came from! Have a great day/night!
