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Some Sunny Day ~ Jungwon🥀

"We'll meet again, don't know where, don't where, but I know we'll meet again some sunny day..."

Jungwon looked around the room, seeing his happy members joking in the dancing room, his head was numb, no thoughts. He smiled, solemnly, seeing the people he felt were brothers was one of his happiest sights. He didn't know what to say, or what to do, other than just watch. The happiness, the banter, the lack of worry, the amount of carefreeness... it all just felt like a dream to Jungwon, he felt a sense of longing for the same feeling they were. His body felt numb, like a null void. He kept fairly silent throughout the practice, with not much to say. The practice wrapped up quickly as they made their way to the dorms, the members continuing their happiness. "You good, Wonnie?" Jay asked, nudging the younger on their way back. He snapped out of his trance and looked up at the older, "Mhm, I'm alright, just a little lost in space, ya know?" Jungwon replied, trying to seem happy. The older nodded and continued walking down the hall.

Jungwon finally flopped down onto his bed, the dorms were fairly quiet, for the moment. The group of Enhypen decided to take the night out and finally have some relaxation time at a restaurant, giving Jungwon a perfect opportunity. Jungwon sat up from his bed and looked into his drawer, a small notebook, pen, and envelopes. He took the 6 completed envelopes and put them each in their own small bag, setting it aside, he began in the notebook. He spent about half an hour writing things down, his hand cramping many times. The notebook, now fairly filled, was sat on his bed. Jungwon looked at the empty room, Ni-ki was off showering. Listening intently, he heard silence, something he longed to hear for the longest time, he smiled and sighed as he stood up and walked to his desk. Sitting down, he took some time to remove all the makeup he had from their previous activities that day, seeing this naturally honey-colored skin for a change was nice. He stared at his bare face, fairly clear, nothing really interesting other than a few freckles. Jungwon sighed and stood up, moving to his closet.

He opened the door to the closet, a few things fell onto the floor, it wasn't the cleanest. He grabbed a hoodie and threw it on his bed. He closed the closet and looked at the hoodie, Ni-ki had claimed it as his favorite one Jungwon owned. Jungwon felt a pain in his heart as he tossed it to Ni-ki's bed along with an envelope. Trying to keep his brain on track, he whipped a few small tears from his face. He listened, hearing the hustle and bustle of his members getting ready, Jungwon changed into some comfy clothes, leaving the room with the envelopes and 5 pages from the notebook.

He passed many members, dropping an envelope off in each of their rooms, the members too busy trying to get ready to notice. He left the last 5 pages on the kitchen counter as he grabbed the doorknob and began to leave. "Jungwon! Where are you going? We're leaving in 15 minutes!" Sunoo asked as he entered the living room from the hallway. "Oh, I just forgot something in the practice room, I'll be back in a second, Hyung!" Jungwon said as he quickly shut the door behind him and went for the stairs. The track up the stairs felt like it took an eternity, they felt endless. Finally, he opened the door to the roof, feeling the cold autumn breeze hit his face.

Jungwon's breath hitched as he stood there, and froze in place, taking in the amazing surroundings. He felt a few orange and red leaves brush against his skin, the cold air, and the beautiful sunset. The sky was painted with orange and pink hues as the night sky pondered its entrance. Jungwon shut the door and felt a few tears slide down his cheeks, the loudness of Seoul felt like it stopped for a few moments, and it was just quiet, all he felt was a complete release of life and tears. He began to let out broken sobs on the concrete roof of the tall building. The cold autumn weather made his lungs hurt with his broken sobs, he looked up into the sky, the beautiful colors giving him a sense of comfort. His tears continued to flow as he smiled, beginning to sing in a broken voice. "We'll meet again, don't know when don't know where..." he began, singing through his sobs as he stood up. "Some sunny day..." he sang as he looked at the traffic 19 stories down. The tears slid down his cheeks and off the roof, falling like rain.

Wiping his face, he turned around, looking at the empty roof and singing again. "We'll meet again, don't know when don't know when..." he took off his shoes and threw them to the side. Walking to the edge of the building, he looked down and felt the chilly atmosphere, turning his back to the edge, he extended his arms out, and sang his last words, "But I know we'll meet again, on some sunny day..." he leaned back, and felt his body begin to fall, his final sight being Ni-ki's horrified face burst down the roof door. Before he knew it, the weight of life was lifted from his body, death overcame him.

The funeral was honored by many, and his grave was considered sacred. His friends and family never fully recovered from his death, feeling a sense of guilt and emptiness with his lack of presence.

Three years later, the 6 of them sat on the roof together, the youngest quietly humming. The bright summer sun casts down on them, keeping the nighttime warm. Ni-ki began quietly singing, "We'll meet again, don't know where don't know when some sunny day..." The night sky was painted in yellows and oranges, stars threatening their arrival. They stayed there til dawn, honoring their fallen friend, that night was their first time seeing a shooting star.

WELL HELLO THERE. GOD WAS I DEAD. God coming back and writing is so hard to stick with once I start-. I haven't been the best mentally as of recently and to be honest all summer I was exhausted and trying to sleep most of the time-. I hope I can come back and actually keep going now that I'm here, I keep having silly ideas and I finally took some time to write it. I love you all and I would like to extend my sincerest apologies for disappearing off the face of the earth for a while-. I hope you all enjoy reading this, have a great day/night!!

~Author

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