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𝐈 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐁𝐘 𝐉𝐎𝐍 as two of the brothers brought Tormund Giantsbane - the man my brother wanted to lead the Wildlings forth, unchaining him.
Then, he walked to Alliser Thorne "First Ranger, you have command of Castle Black" I did not know what was in Jon's head when he made this man First Ranger. Perhaps father's stupid honor. Someone like his friend, Edd, would've been more advantageous, than this cunt who walks like he always has a stick up his arse.
It happened for the Wildling to stick around for some time next to me until Jon was done talking with Throne.
"Hello, pretty lady" The Wildling peered at me
"Tell me, did your brother warn you not to speak with Wildlings? Or your man not to speak with other men?" he laughed
"I don't bite, don't worry" I finally turn my gaze to the ginger "What do you want?" I snap at him, not being able to ignore him again
"To know which one of those losers is the creator of this one" He points to my belly
"None of them" I answer bored
"So...you alone here?" His tone was suggestive
"Tormund!" Jon's voice booms "Leave her alone" my brother approaches
"Meant no harm" Tormund rose his hands in the air, backing off.
"Take care. Don't die. And don't become one of them" I tlit my head.
Don't leave me, too, Jon. Come back in one piece.
"I won't. I promise" He pulls me in for a long hug.
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"𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄 was Aemon Targaryen" Sam's voice echoed through the quiet courtward, who watched Aemon Targaryen's lifeless body ready to be burned.
"He came to us from King's Landing. A Maester of the Citadel, chained and sworn. And sworn brother of the Night's Watch, ever faithful. No man was wiser, or gentler, or kinder" His spoken lines make me stop my prayers and listen to him.
"At the Wall, a dozen Lord Commanders came and went during his years of service, but he was always there to counsel them." He looks down for a mere second
"He was bloof of the dragon, but now his fire has gone out. And now his watch has ended" Sam declares before the lit torch makes contact with the wood the maester was place on.
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𝐑𝐘𝐍𝐄 𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐀𝐓𝐄 when Jon left. I was afraid at first to let her hunt beyond the Wall, but Jon assured me that Ghost did it every time and always came back in one piece, so I let her go. She was happier when she came back.
She sat next to the bed, where Gilly was teaching me to put little Sam's dipper.
"You should wrap it tighter" She advised me "Won't it be to tight?" I ask, staring at the piece of cloth "It won't, and even if it would be, he'll make you understand it's too tight" she explained and I nod
After I finish, I take Sam up in my arms and the little boy giggles. "He likes you" Gilly points out, also smiling.
Little Sam was adorable. I spent pretty much time with him and his mother, who was also enjoyable and gave me a lot of useful advice about motherhood. Her boy was named after his father figure, but even if I will give birth to a son, as Maester Aemon said my Sandor wouldn't want him to share his 'good-forsaken' name as I imagine he would call it.
If she's a girl, I will name Catelyn, after mother; Eddard is the name of half of the population of the North, so it wasn't really bright. Then it came to me. Brandon. The name of the little boy I left unconscious at home before going to King's Landing, the boy who died at the hand of Theon, the boy I found myself loving the most from all my six siblings.
"Good. I like him too" I confess to his mother
"And how about, you know...you and Sam? Like in Jon's Sam" I wink at her and a tint of redness forming on her cheeks.
"We...how do you call it..."
"Made love?" I rise a brow and Gilly nods in exaggeration.
Talking with a girl after such long time of only hearing Arya make threats was lovely.
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Selfish // Sandor Clegane
Fanfiction"Because I am not beautiful Sansa or wild Arya, I am Danya, Sandor, just Danya." #2 in asongoficeandfire 7/26/2023 #1 in sandor 9/5/2023 #3 in clegane 7/9/2023 #1 in thehound 8/5/2023 #2 in aryastark 9/20/2023 #2 in nedstark 12/05/2023