Pain of love

6

The birds in the tree next to me screeched and flew away, I stood startled wondering if I was even still alive. The gunshot rang in my ears.

Tom fell to his knees and I took a step towards him he lifted the gun again and screamed.

"Stay the fuck away from me"

I stayed where I was

"You've ruined me you've fucked it all" he shouted

"I'm sorry" I said again weakly

"No you aren't this is all your fault I knew I should have got Georg to do it"

"I'm sorry" I repeated taking another step towards him

He didn't lift the gun this time just screamed and threw it to the side punching the floor his shoulders heaving up and down. I stepped again towards him and again until I was stood over him. I knelt down on the floor with him. And rested my hand on his back he shook it violently off.

"Fuck you you bitch" he hissed

I placed my hand back he didn't move it

"I wish you were dead I wish I never took you all you've done is make me weak and everyone knows it" he shouted

"I'm sorry" I knew I sounded like a Damn parrot but I didn't know what else to say I'd never seen him like this.

"Sorry isn't good enough why couldn't you just learn just be like the others why did you have to come back I let you go"

"I couldn't leave" I whispered

"Why the Fuck nor that's all you've wanted since you got here" he screamed

"I couldn't leave you"

He slowly looked up his deep brown eyes red rimmed and his cheeks tear stained.

"I'm sorry" I said again looking into his eyes

He lurched forward and grabbed me pulling me into him.

"I hate you so much" he said

"I hate you too"

He rested his forehead against mine

"I can't do it I can't kill you" he whispered

"We could just drive and leave and never come back"

He shook his head

"I can't run from this I can't leave bill"

"Georg wont be happy I'm not dead" I said

"Well he should know better than to say anything I'm in charge and I decide who we do and don't kill" he said.

He began to get up I got up with him he sighed shook his head picking his gun up from the floor.

"This is all such a fucking mess" he groaned

He opened the passenger seat door and I got in doing up my seatbelt.

"That's my job" he said

I smiled, he went around to the drivers side and got in, he put his forehead against the steering wheel and sighed deeply.

He began to drive, I noticed he was driving a lot slower than normal he clearly was reluctant to return to the house as well. As we pulled through the gates and onto the drive he sighed. We got out and approached the door i could hear screaming coming from inside. It was Roma my heart sunk I could only imagine how she'd felt to wake up and find me gone.

"You hold back a second I don't want Georg to see you just yet" Tom said stepping in front of me and opening the door stepping inside, there was a high pitched shriek and I saw Roma charge towards tom.