Pain of love

14

That night Tom drove around dropping off drugs and checking on his guys at the clubs. I napped in toms car leaning my head against the window listening to the rain drumming against it. The evening was uneventful something I was glad of I was still sore and I was emotionally exhausted. I got out at one point to have a cigarette. I watched as people rushed around me I hadn't left the house in such a long time I felt strange and out of place almost like I wasn't real.

I almost felt in a daze so much had happened in the past few weeks I don't think my mind knew how to cope with the fact nothing bad was happening.

Back at the house Roma was sat at the kitchen table. She looked worried.

"What's happening" I yawned

"Georg is drunk again he's gone out apparently he's beaten up some girls from another gang"

Tom groaned and disappeared into the office this made me nervous it was horribly reminiscent of how this had all begun the first time I tried not to think on this too much.

"I sometimes think georg is actually insane" she whispered pouring me a drink.

"Only sometimes" I smirked

She laughed and I sat down next to her

"Gustav went to go get him they really should keep him on a leash or something" she laughed

"How is Gustav" I asked

"Angry and sad mainly angry I think I don't know he doesn't really speak he misses her a lot"

I opened my mouth to say that it was partly his fault she was gone but I stopped myself. Screaming at him wouldn't bring her back. Angel loved Gustav and she'd want him to be okay I had to be kind to him not because he deserved it but because I had to do right by her.

The door burst open and georg stumbled in holding a bottle of whiskey in his hand.

"Ahh the Kaulitz slut is back I see" he slurred looking at me

I stood up to shout something but Gustav had followed him in and dragged him by neck of his shirt.

"Don't fucking speak to them" he snapped

Anger boiled inside of me how dare he how fucking dare he. Roma placed her hand on mine.

"Don't Florence he isn't worth it he doesn't even know what he's saying"

I sat back down but I still trembled with anger.

We listened as bangs and shouts came from the office the idea of georg getting bashed around made my anger subside a little.

A few moments later Gustav came out slamming the door behind him.

"Inebriated little insect" he snapped grabbing a glass and pouring vodka into it drinking it neat.

"Everything okay" Roma asked

"He's fine he's just off his head I'm done covering for him I told him what he said to you toms not happy"

"I bet" Roma giggled

"You doing any better I thought you were going to be sick all over us earlier" Gustav asked turning to me.

I nodded.

"Are you okay you didn't look much better" I asked