Blaze's
"Who are you?" I coldly asked the girl who's bragging in our house.
"A-Ako po si B-Barbie." Makikita ang takot sa mga mukha nito habang nakatingin sa akin.
"What are you doing here? And what do you want? You're looking for me, why?"
"Narinig ko hinahanap ka raw. Tangina pre, nabuntis mo 'to? E ang bata pa nito ah!" Ang galit na sigaw ni Vince sa akin.
Napatingin naman ako sa babaeng kanina pa nakayuko.
"What the heck are you talking about? You? Got pregnant by me? SInong niloko mo? I don't even know you." Ang galit kong sabi dito. Tangina, kaya naman pala hindi ako pinansin ng asawa ko dahil sa kasinungaling nitong putanginang 'to
"At hindi ako gago para patulan ka. Ang bata bata mo pa."
"I-Ikaw po ba si Blaze?" Ang nauutal na tanong nito sa akin.
"Yes, I am. I'm Blaze Montelvan."
Nanlaki naman ang mga mata nito ng sabihin ko ang buong pangalan ko. Anong problema nito.
"H-Hala, sorry po! Sorry, namali po ako. Magkapangalan po kasi kayo nong lalaking nakabuntis sa akin. Blaze Carti po. I'm so sorry, jusko makakasira pa yata ako ng relasyon ng iba." Ang paulit ulit na hinging paumanhin nito.
"Tell that to my wife." I said.
"Papasukin mo nga yan, tawagin ko lang ang asawa ko."
Pumasok na ako sa loob at umakyat sa kwarto niya. Kumatok ako ng tatlong beses pero walang sumagot.
"Hon, please open the door, lets talk." Ang tawag ko rito habang kumakatok pa rin sa labas
"Sweetie, hindi totoo yun. Wala akong nabuntis, I didn't cheat on you. Hindi ko magagawa yun."
"No! Blaze ang bata pa noon, bakit mo nagawa yun." Ang sigaw nito sa loob ng kwarto narinig ko pa itong sumisinok.
"Hon, nagkakamali ka. Buksan mo 'to, lets talk about it, kahit kausapin mo pa yung babae. Maniwala ka naman oh."
Kakatok pa sana ako ng biglang sumulpot ang kuya ni Zane pati ng batang babae kanina.
"H-Hi po, I'm sorry po, a-akala ko po kasi siya si blaze e, magkapangalan lang po pala. I thought he's Blaze Carti. I'm so sorry po." Ang kausap nito sa asawa ko.
Bumukas naman ang pinto at sumilip ito sa amin. Nakita ko pang nagpunas 'to ng luha kaya tinulak ko na ng tuluyan ang pintuan at pumasok. I hugged him immediately.
"Shhh, stop crying love. This is all a misunderstanding." I said.
"I'm sorry po, I thought he is blaze that i'm looking." The girl said habang nakayuko.
"I-It's okay."
"Sorry po talaga. S-Sige po, una na ako, again i'm truly sorry." She said bago umalis.
Naiwan naman kaming dalawa ni Zane dahil hinatid pababa ni Vince ang babae sa labas. Buti nga hindi 'to nalaman ng mga magulang kundi lagot na.
"Look at me love." I said. I cupped his face.
"I may be an asshole but I will never do that to you, i love you so much, babe. I'm all yours, body and soul." I said looking at him in the eye.
"I wouldn't do that to you."
"I'm sorry nagpadala ako sa emosyon ko. But I trust you, Blaze." He said.
"It's okay. I love you sweetheart." I said and claimed his lips.
I faced him as if worshipping this guy in front of me.
He's just so beautiful and i'm glad he's mine. I said in my mind.
"I love you too, Blaze." He said with a smile on his face.
God, I love him so much.
"I feel the happiest whenever I am with you. Your arms feels the safest place. Nagpapasalamat ako sa diyos at nakilala kita. I love you so much, Blaze Montelvan."
"Remember when we first met? I don't know but I hate you so much that time. Siguro kasi ikaw pa lang yung taong may lakas ng loob na sagot sagutin ako. Ang hirap mong kunin. But day by day na nakakasama kita nag iiba ang nararamdaman ko sayo and I hate it. I hate it that you can brighten up everything. I hate that whenever you made me angry with just smile I forgot the reason why I am mad at you. You drive me crazy whenever you looked at me with your expressive eyes. You can make my heart confused and make me fall even harder for you. I love everything about you. I am madly and deeply in love with you, sweetheart." Ang mahabang lintaya ko.
"I love you Zane, from then and now. For the rest of our lives."
All the years that I've waited, it's all worthy. The pain and the tears. I love this baby so much, him and my kids.