Why can't I just have a normal relationship with someone?
Those people I fall in love with are attractive but complete assholes. I can't have a break.
It's unfair isn't it?
That I have to be with those fuckers and some other people get angel. Maybe I have to stop dating athletes. They're those one who can't keep their hand only on one person. As an example Neymar. I heard rumours about him cheating on his PREGNANT girlfriend. I don't know if it is true, I hope not because Bruna doesn't deserves this, no one does.
I bet people will still support him after this just because he is handsome but that isn't a excuse. In fact there is no excuse for this such behaviour. A player on and off the pitch.
I am familiar with this behaviour due to Trent and Jude who both cheated on me and expect me to forgive them and treat 'em with kindness.
I am not delusional.
I'll never be.
I want a peaceful life with a husband and children. I don't want all this drama around a relationship. I need peace.
I have to get out of this hole and start a new life.
This is not who I wanna be.
This is not someone I'll ever be.

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Complete Me
Hayran KurguAda is a honor student who graduated from Oxfords sport psychology degree. She has been a strategist for Liverpool since ages, bonding with the players, eating with them and even go to play nights was typical for her. Everyone was normal for her bes...