A Honest Mistake || Michaeng FanFic

𝙸𝚝 𝚆𝚊𝚜 𝙰 𝙼𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎

There's not much a person can say when they're broken, hurt, or betrayed. It takes a lot to move on from something you hold on to. Something you thought was irreplaceable. No one ever imagines cruel things happening to themselves, well that's until it happens.

Have you ever thought about what the future holds for you? What the past keeps just to hurt you. No. No, I shouldn't think about it. I should enjoy what I have now in the present. It's always been hard to accept things that don't go my way, so why should I do it now? Why should I break down the walls I've built up?

I was never once honest with myself. I talked myself into being alone. I would've never listened to them if I knew where things would put me. Yet, that's just how life works. You try something, even if it doesn't work out. Something like trying new foods or clothes that you would never like. Things outside your zone that do more harm than help.

I guess the real question here is, am I happy with where I'm at? Is there a change I need to make to myself? Where in the world, does this hurt benefit me? I thought I'd been through all my tragic earnings. Did I, not sacrifice enough? Unless this is all an honest mistake then... no, it is a mistake! It has to be. She would never hurt me like this. It was a mistake.

Chaeyoung would never betray me. She'd never hurt me. Was her vow built on lies? No! I don't want to think about it anymore. She failed. I'm broken, but never did I think she'd be the one to break me. He did this to me, and she let it happen. I am going to be strong though...for the girls. He won't lay a hand on them, only if I give myself to him at night.

Were the last two months a lie? I hope this is a mistake and Chaeyoung will come to save us. She'd never sell us off to him. Yet here I am, writing in my journal, naked, as I peek over at the man laying asleep next to me. I need to keep living. I'll do anything and everything he says if it means they'll be okay.

Sincerely, Minari

Day 124 or 127, I forget...

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A/N: You're in for a rocky story now. It only goes downhill.

Words: 404

Proofread: Yes

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