Love from Gangsters

Chapter 21

Thomas's POV

While driving I kept thinking about everything that happened earlier. I thought about the intimate time Y/n and I had, I thought about how Y/n's father told me to break it off, I thought about how I wanted to take my cap and cut James's eye out, and I thought about Y/n naked getting into the bath.

Y/n's father told me to do it in the car, so she would have the whole trip to process it. He wanted Y/n to leave since he has business of his own and he didn't want her to be in a big house all by herself. I didn't want to do it, but I knew I needed him in my corner. One of these days Y/n would have to marry and he would know I was a good fit for her. I was doing this for her own good.

I've been driving for an hour and it has been silent. It was weird Y/n is never silent, I looked over at her and she was reading a book. I didn't know she liked to read, I always thought of her as a girl who spends her fathers money.

I finally broke the silence "Y/n,"

"Yeah?" she asked, looking up from her book. She took the a note and placed it in between the pages.

"We can't do what we did earlier," I said, hoping she would get what I was talking about right away.

"I don't understand," she said looking at me confused.

"Of course you don't," I mumbled. "We can't fuck or be in a relationship," I said, looking at the road. I could hear her heart drop. She looked at me and then looked back at the road. She didn't say anything for a few seconds.

"Stop the car," she said. I didn't say anything.

"Stop the bloody car Thomas," she said, jerking the handle. I slammed on the breaks and stopped it. She got out and started grabbing her cases.

"Bloody hell Y/n what are you doing?" I asked. If she thinks she is walking back she's crazy. Her father would kill me and I would never allow her to do that.

"I'm going home, you are a pig. You used me, you wanted to beat Arthur so bad you took advantage of me," she said, screaming at me. I could see the tears on her face.

"Y/n get back in the fucking car before I make you," I said in a cold voice. Y/n never got scared of me so I knew nothing would work.

"Fuck you," she said, throwing her cases at me.

I walked over to her and grabbed her, she started kicking and punching me. I didn't care I threw her in the car and threw her cases in the ditch.

"Pick up my bags," she demanded.

"Fuck your bags," I said walking back to the car.

"If you don't I will," she said, opening the door again.

"Get the fuck back in the car, I'll grab your bloody bags." I said, as she slammed the door.

I heard noises coming from the car and I looked back. She was climbing to the drivers side, she kicked her heels off and got situated.

"I'll kill you Y/n, I'll fucking kill you if you drive off." I said, my blood was boiling. She was acting like a fucking child and I couldn't deal with this for another 3 hours. She looked at me and opened the door again, she walked over to the other side.

"I hate you, I fucking hate you Thomas Shelby." She said, crying out to me. It pained me seeing I caused so much pain.

"Not as much as I hate myself Y/n, now get in the car." I said picking up her bags and walking back to the car. I threw her bags in and started the car again. I finally drove off, my blood was boiling from our argument. Her words were like knives, she looked out the window for a little and then fell asleep.

Time Skip

Y/n's POV

I felt someone shaking me and I woke up freaking out.

"Where am I?" I asked, looking around and my eyes finally met Thomas's.

"Were here," he said, grabbing my bags and getting out of the car.

All I remember is the cruel words he said, he told me we were done. Then I remember our fight, I got out of the car and walked towards the door.

"Ada's out of town, so you can stay here. Your father is sending a car in a few days if you want to leave." he said, walking towards me handing me my cases.

"Good, because I'm leaving as soon as I can," I said, pushing my cases back at him.

"Bloody hell Y/n I'm fucking tired take your bags." He said, sitting them down. He reached for the door but before he could I cried out.

"You broke me, you waited until I was away from home to tell me at least you can do is be a gentleman and grab my fucking cases," I said, walking in the house. I left him out there, I didn't care how I was acting. I turned the corner and saw Arthur sitting at the table, I gave him a soft smile and he walked towards me. All I could think about is how I betrayed him, he has to hate me.

"Y/n," he said picking me up.

"Arthur, I am so sorry," I said.

"Don't worry about it love, I was mad I really was I wanted to kill Tommy." he said, sitting me down.

"Do I hear a but coming?" I said, giving him a soft smile.

"But, with you being gone I couldn't get you out of my head." he said, gently grabbing my head and kissing my forehead.

"I've missed you so much Arthur," I said leaving my head against his. "Can I stay in your room tonight?" I asked, looking up at him.

"Of course," he said, moving his head and taking my hand. He took me upstairs and we went into his room. He poured me a drink and asked me about everything. We talked for a while and then we were finally both tired.