To the other side of the universe

German boys

We were at the restaurant. Lisa and her father were enjoying fried eggs and toasted bread while I was just staring at my bowl of cereal.

"Aren't you going to eat dear?" - her dad asked me.

"No, I am not really hungry...sir."

"Are you sure? If you don't eat now you won't have energy for Tokio hotel!" - he tried to cheer me up, but I just smiled and looked at my breakfast again.

After breakfast I went to my room. We were leaving for a walk after 3 hours and then going straight to the concert. I had enough time to try and shift again. I closed my eyes and visualised Tom sitting next to me while I am sleeping. I repeated the magic words...

"I'll shift. I am shifting. I have already shifted."

After two hours I opened my eyes. They were red and wet. Some tears were steaming down my face. They weren't there again. I couldn't shift again.

I had to start getting ready because I didn't have much time. My outfit was the best part. Black mini skirt with dark red top and my iconic leather jacket.

The weather was cool and maybe even a little bit cold for me. I was always cold and my mini skirt wasn't really helpful at that moment.

"We're going to a restaurant. Are you coming with us?" - Lisa asked.

"Yeah, just don't order until I come ." - I said as Lisa nodded. Then I walked to the nearest park to light a cigarette. As I sat on a bench, a familiar face was walking forwards me. It was...Gustav Schäfer? I caught him staring at me several times as he was walking to the restaurant I was going after I finish my cigarette. Gustav was the same as the one in my desired reality but something inside of me just knew this wasn't my Gustav. My drummer was waiting for me in my desired reality with Tom... Tom Kaulitz. How I miss him. I threw my finished cigarette in the trash bin and walked to the restaurant. It took me 5 minutes to see where Lisa and her dad were. It was full of people.

"Right here, Vicky!" - Lisa shouted.

"Lisa, have you seen... Gustav in this restaurant?" - I asked curiously.

"Yeah, everyone is here because of him. Let's go and meet him, please!"

"Oh, sure." - I replied as we started searching for him.

"Here is the girl!" - Gustav told someone I couldn't really see because of the people there.

"She is cool. Not bad Gustav." - this voice is so recognisable. I didn't need to see Tom's face. I just had to hear his voice to recognise him.

"Come over here red top girl!" - Bill who was standing next to Georg shouted. They were talking about me because there was no other woman with red top. I walked to them leaving Lisa alone. She was just watching as if she was jealous and she would kill me any moment.

"Sup boys! I'm Victoria." - I introduced myself.

"Cute name, isn't it Tom." - Gustav asked Kaulitz.

"Maybe." - Tom replied as he got closed to me and my heart started beating faster.

"Where are you from, Victoria?" - he continued.

"I'm... I am Bulgarian. I'm from Bulgaria." - I don't know why and how but it was getting harder for me to talk.

"Bulgarian girl. That's new."

"You have never seen a Bulgarian girl before?"

"Not really."

"Funny thing. Player like you has never hooked up with a Bulgarian girl before? What kind of playboy are you anyway?"

"Excuse me?"

"I mean, we are the prettiest. Your lost Kaulitz!" - suddenly I was Victoria Ivanova again. The confident one.

"It's never too late."

"Mm, I don't know. Your business." - I said and turned around to see that Lisa and her dad have gone somewhere. What was I suppose to do now?