To the other side of the universe

Too harsh princess

The place was huge. The music was really loud, I couldn't even hear my own thoughts. Boys and girls were making out everywhere, some of them were even fucking. It was a disgusting view. People were throwing up all the alcohol they've drank and some were doing drugs - just an usual Tokio Hotel after party. I didn't support all of this, but why should they listen to a girl they don't even know? Leo on the other hand looked really excited.

"Leo, don't do anything stupid, please!"

"I'm old enough. Don't worry Vicky."

"Do you think the people in here aren't? Be careful."

*After an hour*

I was sitting on the big sofa near the people making out. It was awkward but they were at least normal. The glass of whiskey and zero sugar cola were in front of me. Barely touched. I didn't want to get drunk. I had to look after Leo.

"THIS... IS FOR MY BEST FRIEND VICTORIA. THE ONE SITTING ON THE SOFA ALONE! I LOVE YOU GIRL! I'LL MISS YOU!" - Leo screamed as he started crying and drinking more alcohol. He'll miss me? What did he mean?

"Leo, let's find Tom and go. What do you mean by you'll miss me?"

"Oh maybe I forgot to tell you. I'm going to Poland again, but I'm not really coming back."

"What... Leo are you serious or you are just really drunk?"

"Look, I may be drunk, but I remember my mother's words." - I couldn't believe. I couldn't. My life crashed just in a 10 seconds because of 1 sentence.

"Come Leo, let's find Tom now." - I hide my tears.

"No way I'm going now. Just chill and drink with me. Come on."

"Leo, you are really drunk. We should go."

"I said not now. Just one more hour. Please?"

"Oh my god...cool. Okay." - I decided to listen to him and just try to forget about my problems. I drank my glass of whiskey and then another one and another one...

"You are drinking too fast." - my favourite voice hugged me from behind. "Calm down."

"Tom, don't tell me what to do." - I pushed his arms off me.

"Too harsh princess. Don't you think?"

"No. You are no one to me to tell me what to do!" - I told him and he laughed.

"Okay then, how about another drink? My treat." - he offered.

"Really? Okay then."

Tom and I drank some more alcohol. At this point I didn't even remember how much I drank but it definitely started showing it's effect.

"Tom?" - I asked.

"Yeah?"

"How many girls have you fucked?"

"What? Why does it matter?"

"I don't know. I am interested to know."

"I usually don't count."

"Really? You actually are a boy whore!"

"Shut up. How about you Miss perfect?"

"I am a virgin."

"You're lying! I thought that boy Leo is your boyfriend!"

"What? No! He is my best friend and he is gay!"

"Well, kinda looks like it."

"Right. I don't judge him though." - our conversation continued for some minutes and we both could see that we wanted something from each other. I knew this was stupid, but I was drunk. I couldn't think properly. We stopped talking and just kept an eye contact. Tom looked at my lips and suddenly took me in his arms. The next moment we were in a room alone.

"Are you playing with me?" - he asked.

"What do you mean by playing with you?

"Do you want it?"

"I... I mean. I am not sure. Do you?"

"Gosh Victoria I do. I really do." - these words made my drunk stomach full with butterflies. But not the chill ones. Then he kissed me. Really aggressively. This boy was really horny and I was his victim. I didn't really saw myself as a victim because I wanted this but still...I was scared.

Just as all of this was happening, Leo interrupted us.

"Guys, I'm ready to- Oh my god. I am so so sorry, I didn't mean to." - Leo said as he closed the door.

"There is no way this is happening Tom." - I got up and left immediately trying to find Leo.

"LEO! WAIT!" - I shouted.

"Girl, I am so sorry-"

"Everything is okay, let's just go." - I interrupted and we called a taxi to pick us up.