Old you - Dua Lipa

12

The air was full of confusion and so much so much tension the next morning but she was gone right away after breakfast. I got ready to head to uni since I only left for a year I was able to register for classes still. I was excited as hell because I honestly missed the student life and meeting new people.

•flashback•

"What if you drop from uni so we can spend more time together plus you make a good amount working here" Dua says

I'm so head over heels over Dua but leaving uni sounds a bit too much. Plus I'll miss my friends a lot and I don't know if doing it because Dua wants me to is okay.

"But I really enjoy Uni and I'm almost finished"

She starts coming towards me and holds my chin up to her.

"Take a year off then and go back cmon we can be together all the time" she says

When she looks at me with those puppy like brown eyes it's hard to do anything I feel weak everywhere and I love it. One year of No uni won't hurt right plus who would say no to this opportunity.

"Okay yes but I will go back after a year" I say

She kisses me and I can feel her grin on my lips. Whenever she grinned while kissing me it meant something else was going to happen and I was once again weak. She held my jaw up with one hand while kissing me and the other one was traveling down my body slowly. I couldn't help but to let a small moan out and I felt her grin get bigger. She slid her hand in my panties and I got goosebumps. This wasn't the first time but it was the first time we have done it in my office so we could get caught any second but that just made it more exciting.

"You're extra nervous its so cute" she says

"We could get caught" I say

"So what?"she says and right away enters her fingers in me without a warning

I let out the loudest moan but I didn't hear it. She covered my mouth with her hand and slowly took it off to make sure I got the message that in order to not get caught I had to be extra quiet.

•present•

I got to my first class and the professor was babbling about the syllabus which I read before coming to class so I decided to just go on my phone and text back Dua since she had been texting all morning and I just didn't have time to answer.

I miss you too hope u have a good day :)

I went on Instagram while I waited for her to answer but to my surprise she had just posted a minute ago. I nearly choked at what I saw, she posted a picture of her and her "boyfriend" apparently it was his birthday or something. Did I really fall for this again because this doesn't seem like she wants him to break up with her if anything they look stronger than ever.

I hate Dua so much that I love her. I hate her actions and promises but I love her for doing the bare minimum for me sometimes. I shouldn't be a secret though, I know I deserve better, she just tolorates me instead of enjoying that I'm even with her.

"can I sit here" someone ask waking me up from my thoughts

It's a guy with the blondest hair I've ever seen. His looks tired and sweaty, he's late so he probably ran here and just because my day is going shitty doesn't mean his has to too.

"Yea go ahead" I say

"Has he said anything important" he asks

"I won't lie I haven't been paying attention it's just the syllabus" I say

"Ross by the way" he says

"Y/n" I say and smile

•Flashback•