I slept on the couch, she didn't even take a bath to hide that stench of man. I wasn't going to leave without yelling at her for being such a horrible human. She's not there anymore she isn't the girl I fell madly in love with. She thinks she could just get away with anything!
"Why did you sleep on the couch?" She says stretching
She's acting so normal? Is mentally okay or something, is cheating some kind of tradition for her?
"Fuck off" I say
"Someone woke up on the literal wrong side of the bed" she says
"What's wrong with you Dua? You're fuckin different, you cheated on me last night and you're acting fuckin normal" I say
"God you're a fuckin idiot" she laughs
"Me I'm the fuckin idiot? You don't love"
She grabs me and kisses me. She just shut me up? What the actual fuck. I push her off as quick as I can.
"I was with my dad idiot, who do you think I am? I risked my career for you, I needed guidance from my family" she says
"Sure you were" I say
"Oh you don't believe me? You know they usually say that whenever one is cheating they always find an excuse to blame the other so maybe you're cheating" she says
"You're not going to do that right now because I won't let you turn this on me" I say
She walks past me and heads into the kitchen. Maybe she isn't lying? I don't know though it seems suspicious the way she disappeared and came back looking differently. She's acting so ignorant though, it's killing me.
"Do you want an apple?" She asks
"Fuck this" I say
I'm not going to deal with this, I'm happy we're finally official but if it meant she's going to cheat on me casually everytime she's feeling a little stressed then fuck no.
•flashback•
"What are you doing here?" I say
It's 4 in the morning, I'm not a morning person. Dua is standing outside my door and it's pouring rain. I can't tell if the drops under her eyes are from the rain or she's actually crying.
"Can I please come in?" She asks
After everything she thinks she can just come running back to me and I'll welcome her in with open arms? She's funny.
"No you can't actually" I say leaning on the door with my arms crossed
"Please I know I'm not a good person but" the lightning cuts her off
The universe really sure like to help horrible people in the worst situations huh? Because now I felt bad for her. I cant refuse a wet dog let alone a human. I don't understand what she wants though but it would be the perfect time to give her all the things she has left here. They're reminders of memories that mean nothing now because she prefers the fake life more.
"I guess come in" I say
Her slippers causing small splashy noises, who the fuck wears slippers in the rain. Maybe she was in a rush or something. I don't care I'm not supposed to care she made it clear at the Grammys that she only loves her boyfriend.
"Why are you here Dua?" I say
"I want us to talk like civilized people" she says
"We did and I told you I'm done with this stupid relationship" I say
"What do you want me to do I'll do anything" she pleads
"I want you to get out of my life and stop trying to come back into it every once in a while, it makes it harder to fuckin forget you" I say as I take a seat from across from her
She sat where she always sits, she thinks this is her home or something. She thinks she's privileged enough to come into my house whenever she pleases like if it's some hotel.
"I don't want you to forget me" she says
Her eyes; they begin to do the thing they're so good at. Seducing. I think I made a mistake in saying what I had just said. I can't fall into her trap.
"Please forgive me" she says as she gets up
Walking towards me, I can feel my body reacting to her force. My body trying to become a magnet to the couch so it doesn't get up and do something stupid. She's getting much closer though and I'm getting much hotter. She gets on her knees.
"What the fuck are you doing" I say
"I just want you to forgive me" she pouts
I'm only wearing a robe and my underwear so really she could do about anything. She knows I only wear this to sleep so she knows exactly what she's doing and it's annoying.
"No Dua" I say as I try getting up but she quickly pushes my knees down
Fuck.
Her mouth starts kissing my legs. Going back in forth to each leg, each time getting closer to my core. I don't know why it hasn't clicked in my head to stop her. I like it that's why, that's the answer right there.
I couldn't handle anymore of her stupid small teases of kisses. I grab her head and push it to my opening. Her tongue slithering around my folds. Still it's teasing because she knows the way I love it when she sucks on my clit.
"Do it right" I demand
"Am I forgiven?" She asks
"Shut up" I say
My head throws itself back, she started.
•present•
"I'm going with you and we're going to meet my parents, you can even smell my dads fuckin cologne" Dua says coming from behind
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