Only You....

Moving on!!

Seeing Payal was not easy for me..I saw from my desk that Arnav is accompanying her till the parking lot.. They were talking something serious I didn't hear what, before they leave the premises I heard an employee saying Mrs. Payal Raizada is so beautiful.. I should not but I felt bad hearing it..How I imagined to be Khushi Singh Raizada and here an unknown girl snatched my dream, snatched my men.. Actually that's not true Payal didn't snatch anything..Arnav was already gone!!

Then I looked at the window and saw Arnav standing there holding a baby boy in his arms..It must be Vihan, his son..After a minute he left from the office with them..He,Payal and Vihan looking like a perfect family!!..I felt my heart will stop pumping any moment seeing the sight in front of me..why?? Why am I feeling this way??..'Ek dil, ek hi insaan ke haat kitne bar tutega...(One heart how many times will break in one person's hand..)'

May be it's true out of sight means out of mind..Even though I was not doing my best in past six years, I was definitely better than I am now..It's heartbreaking to see him in front of me everyday.. I wonder how do people move on and became friends with their ex's, I can't even bear his presence around me..it makes me restless!!

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Lavanya was dropping me to my office today, I invited her to my place for breakfast as NK and his mother was there..I didn't want to be alone with them, though at the beginning it was all nice, it started getting awkward when NK's mother asked for my bengal size, I was glaring at my mother who gave my size without asking me.. I mean what else was I expecting from her!!!

My mind was busy thinking about how to come out of this situation and Lavanya was laughing her heart out hearing about NK's proposal and Shyam's calls, as if she never heard anything funny like this..I said annoyingly,'Stop it..'

'Oh My Gosh..Ek Phol Do Mali suna tha..Tumhara to ek phol bohot sare Mali nikla..' She started laughing again..

'Shut up..here I am thinking how to come out of this mess and you are laughing..' I said huffing in anger..

She stopped her laughter and said with a serious face,'Why are you doing this Khushi??'

'Doing what??..' I asked little annoyingly..

'Till when will you live like this?? Don't you think, it's high time, you should come out of your past?? Move on...'

I sighed and Lavanya continued, 'Hum jisay payar karte hai vo hum a mil jaye jaruri to nahi hai na..(it's not necessary that we will always get whom we love,right)??'

'It's very necessary Lavanya to get whom we love, otherwise life seems very unfair..it just everyone is not lucky as you..' I said little sadly

'I agree I am married to the person I loved but he is not my first love, you know that,very well...'

'So what are you suggesting me??..' Though I know what she wanted to say, I still asked..

'Like your mother said, no one is asking you to get married tomorrow just keep the door open..give yourself a chance to move on!!.. you don't even do that??'

I was quite for a while then said,'And what should I do with this Shyam?? What the hell he wants??'

Lavanya smiled mischievously and said,' Give him a chance too Khushi, haven't you heard what SRK said in Dear Zindagi you should try lots of chairs before finalizing one..'

'Chance and that too Shyam.. can you hear yourself..' I said mockingly..

'Than give a chance to Arnav..' She said with a low voice, I know she was afraid to even suggest that..

I looked at her with little confusion, It took few seconds for me to absorb what she said and then I replied ' Arnav doesn't deserve a chance, neither he wants it...'