A Vampire's Life For a Human Girl

Chapter 13

Today is the last day of my holidays so i thought i might upload as much as i can this holidays to make you happy :)

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I sat up on the bed, the scenes of yesterday flashing in my mind like a movie. It was like watching someone elses mistakes and you feel embarassed and disgusted when you watch it. And you feel worse when you see the person. I was feeling both because i was that person feeling guilty, whiny, angry and all these other emotions while i was feeling disgust and hate from a whole new angle. I hated it. It was embarassing.

I wrapped my arms around myself feeling helpless. Everything was so wrong and no matter how much i played it back in my head it was all the same. I wanted things to be patched up again. I wanted to go back home and think that vampires still don't exist. I want to think that the worst thing could happen was getting fired or failing highschool.

But now the worst thing could happen would be, being sucked dry by something that should remain a myth or in movies. Nothing goes right for me. It isn't fair. I have done nothing, i have done what my mother nad everyone else has asked me to do. I forgot about my brother and brough it up because someone told me too. I worked because i needed money so i could move out and my mother  could have some peace and quiet.

I studied hard for school because the school told me too. Why was everyhting going pear shaped when i do things right?

My stomach was empty but the thought of food made me want to vomit. My skin felt as cold as the vampires which held me hostage and me body felt numb. No  matter how long i stayed in the covers i didn't lose the numbness. I may have been warm physically but my mind and heart was as cold as ice.

A horrible taste was in my mouth and my teeth were furry. I got up and went to the bathroom. I looked at my self in the mirror examining myself carefully. My hair was a birdsnest, my eyes looked dull and lifeless, my skin looked pale and unkept, my body looked uncared for and i was still wearng the lovely dress from yesterday. I had large bags under my eyes and dark circles following. I brushed my teeth then stripped off. I hopped into the shower and just stood under the scorching water.

The water made my skin turn a bright red but i was still feeling cold. I rolled my sholder and moved my body trying to get rid of the tightness. I washed my hair and body with whatever i found. I didn't really care what i was using just as long as it did the job.

I wrapped a towel around my body and mved in front of the mirror. My reflection looked a lot better now that i had some colour on my skin. But my eyes still looked lifeless and my mouth was set in a sad grimace.

I ran a comb through my hair and put it up into a messy, wet ponytail. some of my hair still hung out but i couldn't be bothered to clip it back. I walked out with a towel on and straight to the closet. I pulled out whatever i saw first and  some underwear. I had picked out a tanktop, some sweat pants and a loose grey jumper that was two sizes two big. I grabbed some socks and changed.

I hopped back into bed and pulled the covers over my head and  tried to go back to sleep.

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I woke with the bright light streaming in through my window. All the blankets were piled up at the bottom of the bed leaving me feeling cold and empty. I grabbed all the blanket and through them over me again. I closed my eyes and went back to sleep. All i wanted to do was sleep. I didn't want to eat, i didn't want to look at light, i just wanted to sleep and be left in peace.