You still love me

CHAPTER-7

Uranshi: (Sobbing)tum jaanti ho yuvraani hath jor rahi thi unke saamne ... par unn rakshso ne unki nahi suni... Tab mai ye soch rahi thi kaash pariyo ki kahaniya banane or rasoi me kaam sheekhne ki jagah shastra chalana bhi shikh leti ...kaash madat kar paati yuvraani ki...kaash unse kah paati ki vo akeli nhi h .... vo apne mata pita ko bacha nahi paayi iska arth ye nahi ki vo kamjor ho... aree.... pure rajya ki sena lg gyi thi un rakshaso ko bs ek 18 saal ki ladki ko harane ke liye....tumhe maalum h vo chahti thi ki unke vivaah ka din yaadgar rhe ...isliye unhone mahadev se kaha bhi tha, par shayad ye kahna bhul gyi ki achchhi yaadon ki sanduk me n ki buri yaado ke...maine hi unhe unki shaadi wale din tyaar kiya tha...

(You know, Yuvrani was folding her hands in front of them... but those demons didn't listen to her... Then I thought that instead of making fairy tales and learning to work in the kitchen, I would also learn to use weapons... I wish I could help Yuvrani... I wish I could tell her that she is not alone.... She could not save her parents, it does not mean that she is weak... The whole state's army was engaged to defeat those demons just to defeat an 18-year-old girl.... You know that she wanted her wedding day to be memorable... That's why she had said to Mahadev, But maybe forgot to say that in the box of good memories, instead in the box of bad memories... I had dressed her on her wedding day.)

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Uranshi's pov:

FLASHBACK

The scene starts when Yuvraani was sitting in front of the mirror and I was decorating her hair. While...

Avneet(to her): hum jo kar rahe h .... thik kar rahe h n..

(What I am doing...I am doing right n)

Uranshi: Yuvraani... aapka phaisala kabhi galat ho hi nahi sakta h...

(Yuvrani... Your decision can never be wrong...)

Avneet: Par hum rajkumar se pyaar nahi karte h.. or bina pyaar ka koi rishta kaise ban sakta h ... kahi humare phaisale se Rajkumar ko bhavishya me dhukh to nahi hoga n..

(But I don't love the prince.. and how can there be a relationship without love...Will the prince be sad in the future because of our decision? n)

Uranshi: Yuvraani.. aap vyarth me itna soch rhi ho.. jaruri nahi h pahle pyaar ho.. rishta banane ke baad bhi ho sakta h... or vaise bhi Siddartha ne to aapse kaha n ki vo aapse khud se bhi jyada pyaar karte h or aap mane ya n maane aap bhi unse prem karti h.. aap ye shaadi sirf unhe dost maankar ya apne maata-pita ke liye nahi kar arhe ho..aapka dil jaanta h aap bhi unse prem karti ho..

(Yuvrani.. you are thinking so much unnecessarily.. it is not necessary that there should be love first.. it can happen even after the relationship is formed... And anyway, Siddharth told you that he loves you more than himself and whether you agree or not, you also love him.. You are not doing this marriage just considering him as a friend or for your parents..your heart knows that you also love him..)

Avneet: pata nhi... par hum itna to jaante h Siddartha se achchha jeevansaathi hume kahi nahi mil sakta jo hume samjhe, humari parvaah kare...or jimmedariyo me koi ling bhed n kare... 

(Don't know... But I know this much that I can't find a better life partner than Siddhartha who understands me,  Take care of me... and doesn't make any gender difference in responsibilities...)