How can I love you

Chapter 14

[JJ's POV]

I slam the front door and lay down on the couch. I have mixed emotions right now. I'm angry but also sad. Why am I sad?
"What's wrong honey?" Reid asks rubbing my back.
"Nothing." I say, he laughs.
"Nothing? Really? Then what was that?" he asks. I sit up an neet his eyes.
"Emily's pregnant." I say.
"And your mad....why?"
"Because she's been preganant for over a month!"
Reid stares at me.
"Did you know!" I ask.
"No." he says and outs his arm around me. I rest my head on his shoulder and eventually fall asleep.
I walk into the BAU. I see Emily but don't go to talk to her. I want to talk to Garcia, but she's with Emily. Instead I go to Morgan.
"Hey JR." he says. He's been calling me that ever since the wedding. I don't say anything though.
"What?" he asks.
"Did she tell you?" I ask.
"Who?"
"Emily!"
"Tell me what?" he asks. She told no one. Why was it that hard to tell people she's pregnant. It wasn't hard for me.
"Jennifer!" Morgan says.
"Nothing" I say. I walk away, I look back and see that he is studying her face. Emily walks away from Garcia, I'm about to walk over to her, but Reid gets there before I do. I can't hear what they're talking about, but I see Garcia's mouth drop as she looks at Emily. What have I done?! She didn't tell anyone for a reason, but now everyone knows! Because of me.