How can I love you

Chapter 32

[Emily's POV]

"Hi aunt Emily!" a little girl says.
"Lila?" I ask. Lila was JJ and Reid's little girl but died of a brain tumor last October, the day after her birthday. She had just turned 6.
"Yes it's me. I need you to listen to me, you have to fight. You have to stay alive. For uncle Aaron and Kaitlyn."
"But I feel so much better here. I don't hurt anymore."
"Yes I know, but you can't stay."
"Why?"
"Because if you stay, you will be killing your son."
"Son? I don't have a son."
"Yes you do."
I hold my stomach.
"Really?" I say. Lila nods and smiles. I smile and look at Aaron, who can't see me. Then look at Kaitlyn. She has been wanting a brother or a sister, and now she will have one.
"Can I ask you something?"
"Of course, anything."
"Do mommy and daddy still remember me?"
"Yes, yes they do. We talk about you all the time."
She smiles.
"I love you Lila." I say hugging her.
"I love you too aunt Emily."