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"let me love you"
______a kenzo and mckenzie love story_____
7:27 PM BRONX,NY MCKENZIE APARTMENT
mckenzie point of view
"guess who birthday comin up" i smiled walking over to the couch where kenzo sat
i placed the two bottles i just grabbed from the kitchen fridge on the center table that sat in front of us.
"shii ion know" kenzo turned off his phone
"it's you baby" i smiled grabbing his face and he chuckled
"you excited?" i asked placing my legs behind me and facing his way with one hand in my lap and the other on the back of the couch
"nah, not really"
"why not" i lowly pouted at the lack of excitement
"it's just another year. i'm happy to be here but, it's just another to go through the same old shit" he shrugged
"yeah but, like another year to meet your goals, do big things, show people who you are and what you can do and that they can't take you without a fight you know" i pointed in his chest
"i guess" he shrugged pulling his phone back out
me and kenzo been dating for about 7 months going on 8, and they have been great. i have noticed alot about kenzo though. like his demeanor and energy can change quite often. like sometimes when i try to love on him he'll be all for it but, then outta no where it feel alike he doesn't really want me on him. or we'll match energy and then the energy on his end is dried. then sometimes it's like he's just here to be here not cause he wants to be.
"bae" i spoke up
my thoughts were catching up to me and i lasted 7 months dealing with this but, i chose that that's long enough to be able to ask what's up with that.
"hm" he hummed
"i can ask you something, and you be completely honest" i said sitting criss cross
"wassup ma" he said typing on his phone
"do you wanna be with me forreal" i asked him watching him on his phone and playing with my fingers
"what made you wanna ask me dat" he looked up at me with a confused look
"ion know, just like seeing certain things and it just made me question i guess"
"if i didn't wanna be wit you zie, i wouldn't be here" he told me looking me in my eyes
"i know but, it feels like sometimes you give up on me mid conversation, like we was talking for less then five minutes and you went dry and got on your phone, or when i just be up on you it's like one minute you like it and then next minute you just.. there and over it" i told him occasionally looking off
he grabbed my hand and pulled me to him before grabbing my waist with his other hand and pulling me on his lap.
"it's not you ma, i'm just not used to havin love and somebody like you around me. usually bitches be usin me but, you act different. you like bein under me, and talking to me, and supportin me, and doin stuff for me and i ain't used to it, that's all" he wrapped his arms around my waist
"i just don't wanna be overbearin, i want you to be as happy wit me as i am wit you k" i said placing my hands on his stomach
"i'm happy wit you ma, word2bro you make me happy. i just ain't have nobody real like that. i'm used to treesh hoes who wanna fuck and get money outta me, and the one time i was wit a girl that ain't last and i got a baby out of it" he said actually talking to me
"well ion care bout ya money and even though it didn't last you got a beautiful daughter out of it. and i just wanted to make sure we was on the same page"
"always, imma do better wit it tho, for you myheart" he pulled me into him
"thank you" i smiled wrapping my arms around his neck hugging him
"mhm" he grabbed my face and pecked my lips repetitively
i smiled and kissed him and he kissed back using his other hand to grab my butt. we started to make out til his phone rang. he looked down seeing it was TG.
"yooo bro" kenzo looked at his phone
"yoo bro you tryna pop out" TG looked down at the phone before looking back up at wherever he was
"nah, i think imma chill wit my girl but, i might catch up wit yall later or tomorrow" he said looking up at me pecking my lips again
"niggas in love and said fuck the block, but ight bro stay safe" TG laughed at him
"ight gang, safety" he said before the phone hung up
"what you wanna do ma" he looked at me
"we could go onna block with them for a lil, i been wit you all week. then we can come back and do whatever you wanna do" i smiled at him caressing his face
"you sure" he asked me
"yeah lemme go change" i got out his lap
i turned and felt a smack on my ass and looked back seeing him behind me wrapping his hands on my waist pulling my back towards his chest.
"i love you" he kissed my neck
"i love you too baby" i leaned my head against his shoulder and he kissed my lips
"go change imma tell him we comin" he smacked my butt again
i smiled before jogging up the stairs. i'm glad he opened up to me so he can finally let me love him the way i wanted too.
the end.
{a/n: can ya'll name some people ya'll wanna read about, even if they already have a chapter}
