The MONSTER they deserve

chapter 25

Hours turned into days and days turn into weeks. I've lost track of how long she lays there motionless. If it wasn't for her steady heartbeat I would think she's dead.

My days consist of sitting in the hospital room next to her bed. I force myself to eat and shower. It's like my body just wants to shut down and join her. I often cry and I'm not ashamed to admit it.

Her parents visit every two days but I think they've started to lose hope that she'll wake up. It's pisses me off to no end but I can't say anything to them they're her parents.

My wolf has basically disappeared into me due to the pain he feels. It's like we've completely lost our mate. There's isn't a minute that goes by that I don't miss her. Her voice. Her scent. Her smile.

I've searched and searched but there's nothing I can do that will wake her up. That doesn't mean I've lost hope though. Something inside me won't lose hope no matter how long its been.

The only time I leave the room is when I'm forced to eat or shower. Or when her parents come. I leave to give them privacy.

I miss her more than I've ever missed anyone and even though she's here it still hurts knowing she's technically not.

Pulling myself out of my thoughts I look down at her. The doctors had to put tubes into her throught to keep her breathing. They also had to put another tube into her to give her body the food and water it needs. Her body is stretched out every day by a specialist although it pisses me off because it's male.

A gentle knock on the door snapped me out of my thoughts.

I get up sloppily and walk to the door. Nodding to her parents I walk out so they can go in. But they stay where they are before coming over to me.

"We know your hurting but it's been 7 months. When was the last time you slept? Or ate? You can't do this to yourself. She wouldn't want you to do this to yours-" her mum says softly. I shake her hand off my shoulder and glare down at her. Her mate steps closer protectively.

"You don't know what she wants. When are you ever around? Hm. What if your mate was in there?" I say my voice low and rough. She flinches and nods before backing away into her mate.

"She's been back for over a year. She was taken for five. I would have thought that you'd want to be around her. Making memories for all the time you've lost." I finish clearly pissed off.

They stay silent not even bothering to deny it.

I scoff "she is going to wake up. Unlike you two I actually want her to" I walk back into the room. Shutting the door behind me I breath heavily before taking the all too familiar seat.

Sarahs pov (scars mum)

I look at the ground in shame as he shuts the door leaving us outside.

"He's right" I mumble to xavier sadly. He pulls me into him sighing "he's upset and lost. I would be the same if that was you" he says.

I sigh "I should have taken her places. Made memories like hunter said."

"We both should have and if she wakes up we can. Well finally make up for the time we've lost with her" he says comfortingly.

Between all of us it hurts jake and joey more. They were all extreamely close to each other. Had sleepovers, went out, talked, and annoyed each other. They hardly come to visit because when they do they always cry. They've stopped going out with freinds and even pack members. They've isolated themselves from everyone although they talk to us and hunter a few times a week.