Lost (Paul Lahote story)

Christmas

"We were wrong. You're going to have to change everything thing. Convince everyone you're a werewolf. If you show up as a vampire, Aro will figure it out because of your scent."

What? I asked confused reading Kyles mind.

"Lillian, you need to pick up every single one of the enemies gifts. You're going to need it. But you can't be seen or be anywhere near them. You need to stay as far as possible. Be careful and don't be seen....Alice"

I quickly erased Kyles memory and continued talking about how he's wrong about Paul's and i's engagement being over...

That's what I wanted to talk to Bella about, but how since Jared stopped me? And I may have showed him everything, but I messed with the memory and took away all of the important details. He shouldn't know everything.

I just sat there in silence worrying so much, I think this meant that we are going to have to run and then i had a vision.

"Take care of my daughter." Bella whispered.

Jake ran northeast with Renesmee on his back. Once he was a few miles away from everyone I joined him. We had a couple of vampires running after us.

Now I know why Alice told me to do this. She wants me to be ready faraway for Jake incase he runs. So that I can help protect Renesmee, protect both of them.

"Lil? Lil? What did you see?" Jake asked running, then kneeling infront of me with everyone watching.

"Nothing...it was all blurry. But we can definitely talk about this later, someone is going to imprint soon." I lied. "But I should go home."
•••
I kept myself locked inside my house the next day. I just wanted to be alone. The only time I came out was when the delivery guy asked me to sign for the guitar I ordered Nina.

But it's still December 25th... Christmas. I really didn't even want to celebrate anything but I had to.

So at noon, I woke up and took a shower. Since it was still early. I threw on some jeans with a long sleeve and a t-shirt over it.

I was still, worried. I still hadn't told Bella and then I felt even worse when I had to mess with everyone's minds...again.

"Lillian." I was busy thinking at the dinner table when Edward called out me and cut me off of my thinking.

"What's going on?"

"What are you talking about?"

"I can't read you, everything is playing to fast for me to understand... I just wanted to know if you're okay."

"Edward, I'm fine. Im as fine as I'll ever be. I'm just tired. I just didn't get any sleep last night."

"Well you should go home and get some rest. You still have to go to Emily's later...come by later to get Paul's gift. Rosalie and Esme are going to be too busy giving her gifts that she most likely won't be going."

I wanted to laugh at that because I could imagine them, but I couldn't. I guess this its just me worrying too much.

"You know what, I'm going to go rest. I'll see you soon." I spoke giving him a hug and then telling everyone goodbye.
•••
"lil...lil...Lily...Lillian!"

"What!" I screamed when I finally woke up.

"Get up! Your late! You were suppose to bake deserts. And I clearly see nothing." Leah spoke doing hand gestures with Nina and Collin next to her.

I groaned and let myself fall face down in the bed. "Nobody told me!" I spoke stupidly because of the pillow on my face.

"Come on get up! You need to get dressed. We can just take the ingredients and bake at Emily's. It's still cold so the oven will heat the house right up.