love& hate in the bull pin

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Jason's POV

"God damn don't my knuckles hurt like hell" I look at Matt for him to say something about him didn't "what's wrong with you Matt" he let out a breath "me and Brett aren't doing so good together I don't want to hurt her but it's just like come on I need me time" I laughed at that part "what's so funny Mr I live alone in a big house" I got a bit mad at that sentence "first off I'm not alone I have all my guns second point I like to live alone after fighting with Jay a few days ago it makes it so much easier to live it's like I'm free and third point most of the team comes over everyday and I'm sick of it" he laughed "but they all love you" "not all but sure some do" he nodded "we are getting a new guy on truck today" "how much fun right well you better get going so you're not late and you are always welcome at my home and if you need a place to stay while you and Brett figure out everything don't be afraid to come a knocking" "I'll take you up on that" I gave him his takeaway cup of coffee "nice and hot just the way you always like it" he gives me a smile before leaving me to my empty house.

Almost twelve o'clock

I had just done some baking I made cakes, cookies, cupcakes, muffins, cheese cakes and brownies I had them all packed up to take them to where I wanted to go my first stop is going to be the 21 district and this is going to be fun

I walked into the district food in hand's. Sean saw me coming and gave me a hand with the boxes "is this all for me Max you shouldn't have" I looked at Sean "if you want to get fat as hell get in line" he backed off and Trudy told them to get to work "take some if you want Trudy and could you be an angel and help take these up stairs" she gave me a nod and we walked up stairs to see the team sitting all around the room but as soon as they saw the food they stopped whatever they were doing and went straight for the food. I was more than happy to see them enjoying the baking that was until Jay wanted to talk to me in private "sorry Jay I'm a bit busy to deal with your bull shit today and whoever is coming to my place tonight bring me back my containers and text me" I walked out of the bull pin and went straight for my truck.

I had just rocked up to the firehouse to see all the trucks parked up. I walked in and everything was quiet, I walked into the common room and all the containers were taking out of my grip "hey Stella could you and Blake get the rest out of my truck for me" they gave me a nod so I handed them my truck keys thankfully I don't keep all my keys on one key ring "wait did you say more" "yes mouch I said more" he took off saying they might need a hand witch is probably true. I walked to Matt's office "hey Matty" I walked in and sat down on his bed "so can I bring some of my stuff over after shift" "sure you don't need a bed or a dresser because well you stayed in that room last night" he nodded "so how is the new guy going" he gave me a look that could tell stories "well Carver is a great fire fighter and he doesn't like Stella I can tell you that much at the moment" I rolled my eyes "Sam Carver is a loose Canon just like Blake was but Sam is a good man and a very great friend of mine so where is he" he looked down "cleaning the truck lockers" I get up from the bed "I know yous put the candidates throw hell and back but come on Matty he is really good and if you put in the time with him like you did with Blake you could see the soft sweet guy I know" I walked out of his office and grabbed my key's out of Stella's hand and walked over to truck 81 "Sam" he looked at me before giving me a side hug and then going back to work "why don't you stop and go get some thing to eat. I did some baking and then you can come back to this and trust me they won't do anything to you but if they do don't give it a second thought and just call me ok" he gave me a nod so I give him a hug "you have been like a brother to me don't forget that" I squeezed his hands before leaving.

I have been punching a bag for about 3o minutes before I saw Antonio's face "well this is a surprise normal we go together but seems you didn't say something to me I brought" he stopped and I saw who he meant Jay and Erin I started punching the bag harder and faster "I could tell them to leave" "no no it's fine we all have to get along if we are going to work together" I was still punching the bag "hey Max" I stopped punching the bag to look at Jay "can we please talk" "fine if you beat me in the ring we can talk but if I win you have to face the music" he agreed so we both hoped into the ring "so what are the rules max" "first one to go down looses" he nodded his head and Antonio rang a bell so we started. About 30 minutes later I made Jay down on the ground "at lease this time you lasted 30 minutes" "please Max you won but can we please talk then I'll face the music" I didn't move "I know I cheated on you and I know I hurt you and I have to pay for it every day but please I can't lose you not now not ever" I turned around to him knowing he is finish speaking "you stabbed me in the back betrayed my trust and then you think that there's a us no you lost that chance when you slept with Erin you betrayed me but at least you got to speak your truth" I jumped out of the ring. Me and Antonio went to my house for some drinks and then he got tipsy and told me he loves me and that he is happy me and Jay are over. So I jumped at the chance to have him and he didn't fight back I love him with all my heart he has been there for me from the start and I just love him.

We had left a trail of clothes behind us all the way to my bedroom door we were both completely naked making out "there is a condom in the draw right side of the bed" Antonio reached over and pulled it out.

I could feel his big member enter he was a good seven and a half. He was going fast and I was moaning like crazy not caring and Antonio was loving it he was leaving kiss basically anywhere I could tell he was getting close then I feel the warmth. We both were huffing and puffing, I kissed him on the lips "I love you Antonio Dawson" I said in between kisses "I love you too Max voight"