Circle of Life

28.

It was 12 am in the midnight and everyone had fallen asleep peacefully aside from Zoey, namamahay pa ito as it doesn't feels like the same anymore because reality face and this is the painful part of it.

Nasa garden area Ngayon ito holding its ukelele, a gift from hansley and emmline. She just let the cold breeze of air pass away as she started to strum the string.

Zoey's POV:

Sometimes we swim in our sadness so long
That the pain starts to feel like home
Get out of the waters and dry up those tears
'Cause out here, the joy makes us whole

She started so peacefully singing it from her heart.

We'll find new places and make it ours
We'll find new spaces to breathe
Maybe a change is what we deserve right now

"This change is something I couldn't define if I deserve it because it is not something I need to breathe, this isn't something a place I used to be this is so new very new. I can't breathe rather I am suffocated and succumb", the thought she can't voice out.

'Cause now you feel like home
I'd like to walk through the unknown with you
I thought I've loved enough, cried enough
Lonely was all I could be
But you proved me wrong
'Cause you're my-
You're my new home

"You were a new home to me when I met you, a part of me where I could say I found a very strange connection, counting you as one of my solace. Yest I was wrong, I cried to the deep essence of this life changing event. Where I am shattered. I love but I am now broken, broken by a home I thought could be a part of me."

I've been asleep in the darkness too long
I wouldn't know good if it hit me
Oh, but the lies, thought it was cruel
But its kind, said it may be time to move on

"I was in a deep sorrow, a long unwildered emotions. I was lying to my ownself burying the pain. Having to accept everythung that's happening, it wasn't kind, it was cruel. But I still can't, I can't move on. I can't for now, for the time being."

'Cause we've found new places and made it ours
We've found new spaces to breathe
I know better days are what we deserve right now

"I found new place to dwell in, where I am belong. But I can't feel like my own, I can't calk it mine but they call me as their own. I am part of that. Better days are left out of the picture because all I could face right now are the bad times and days of life"

'Cause now you feel like home
I'd like to walk through the unknown with you
I thought I've loved enough, cried enough
Lonely was all I could be
But you proved me wrong
'Cause you're my-
You're my new home

And maybe this is too soon to say
But now that you're here
I won't go back

"This isn't still feel right, and I couldn't still say I am now in to this change of fate, of life, of who I am."

'Cause now you feel like home
I'd like to walk through the unknown with you
I thought I've loved enough, cried enough
Lonely was all I could be
But you proved me wrong
'Cause you're my-
You're my new home