Bitter | Bill Kaulitz

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The next morning I woke up to my 10am alarm.

I didn't have work until 12 which gave me just about two hours to get ready for my day. I had fallen asleep in my work clothes when I got home because I didn't have the energy to change after all that happened. Still freaked out about that.

I sit at the edge of my bed with my hands resting on my face, I'm just trying to wake up. My brother is still sleeping because he does night shifts at factories and never goes to work until later in the day.

I walk into our one bathroom in the house, putting tooth paste on my tooth brush and listening to music as I do so.

I brush my teeth until the first song ends, I rinse out my mouth with water and then gurgle mouthwash into my mouth.

I brush my hair out before turning the water on in the shower, then I step in. The warm water trickles down my body covering me in warmth. I never wanna leave I'm so comfortable.

At first I just let the water run through my hair, getting any sweat and dirt out that could be in there, than I lather my shampoo into my hair until bubbles form enough to make it look like I have bubble hair. I rinse out the shampoo, all the bubbles running down my back and chest like the water does.

I get all the shampoo out, than I take a small portion of conditioner and lather it in my hair, but making sure to not put any conditioner on my roots.

I leave the conditioner in and grab my razor, I start shaving my legs section by section making sure I don't leave any hair patches. I drive shave so I don't use any shaving cream, as much as I have sensitive skin, I still don't use anything.

I shave my armpits as well making sure to not miss any spots just incase I wear a tank top.

I finish shaving everything, and I grab my loofa putting my vanilla scented body wash onto it. I carefully wash every part of my body making sure I'm all clean, it smells amazing.

I step out of the shower and onto the mat, I grab the towel I left on the toilet and start to dry myself off. I look at myself in the mirror and start to clean each ear with a q-tip. I grab my mini electric shaver and shave the non-existent unibrow and mustache area. I didn't really have hair there but I still did it for my own comfort.

I opened the cabinet from under the sink and grab two lotions, they're both moisturizing lotions except one is for my face and the other one is scented coconut and is for the rest of my body.

I lock the bathroom door so no one barges in and I rub the face lotion on my forehead, cheeks, nose and chin, rubbing the lotion around my face. Then I do the same for the rest of my body, making sure I get every part of my skin.

Right before I leave the bathroom I grab my hairbrush and look in the mirror. I never liked looking at myself in the mirror, but today I felt decently confident, I didn't have any negative thoughts about my appearance right now, I just felt decently pretty.

I walk into my bedroom with my towel on and my brother had finally gotten up. I yell to him down the hallway before I lock the door on our bedroom.

"I need to change!"

He yells back, confirming that he heard me.

I wrap the towel around my hair to keep it damp. I rummage around in my dresser, grabbing a bra and panties set. Just a plain black bra with a matching black thong. Weirdly enough I enjoyed wearing thongs because when I wore leggings I didn't have to worry about someone seeing my panty line from the back.

It was now 11. I had an hour to be to work so I quickly re put on my work outfit and brushed my hair out. I had no time to dry it so it was wet. I put my glasses on and then my ice cream hat and headed out the door.