Bitter | Bill Kaulitz

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"Are you down for another round?" Bill is staring down at my body laying on the bed, panting.

After a second, I glance up at him like he's crazy.

"Are you crazy?"

Bill sits me up and holds my jaw.

"I'm crazy for you Rose." He plants a soft kiss on my lips.

Bill hands me one of his shirts and I put on a pair of my pajama shorts, clearly the shirt covered my shorts but I didn't mind.

I brushed my hair out and Bill waited for me on the bed.

He smiled at me as I walked towards him.

"House tour?" I ask.

He wraps his hand around mine and guides me out of his room, down the hallway, to downstairs.

Before we even started, Tom and his girlfriend come in with alcohol.

"Maybe house tour later." Bill smiles at me.

Georg and Gustav come into the kitchen when they spot the alcohol and sit on a stool.

"Hey guys!" Toms girlfriend says to everyone, she seemed so welcoming and sweet.

The other two grab their food, and Bill grabs his food once they do.

He splits his 20 piece nugget with me, and even shares his drink.

"You've got alcohol?" Georg asks the girl when she set the bottles on the counter.

She puts her hands up in defense before she speaks, "I didn't get it Tom did."

I look at Tom and he laughs while pulling out six shot glasses, he pours the vodka into every glass neatly and everyone grabs one to cheers.

I don't drink, I was scared.

I only did it because everyone was doing it.

"Cheers to... Bill not being a virgin!" Tom yells and raises his glass as we all take the shot together.

This taste like ass.

I make a horrible face, I've never drank in my life.

I feel a hand on my back, and I look it's Toms girlfriend.

"Are you okay?" She asks me looking really concerned.

I was embarrassed that I knew I was the only one who didn't drink.

"Oh uh yeah I'm good I just don't usually drink." I try to laugh off the embarrassment I have and stare down at her.

She's short yet so beautiful, definitely Toms type of girl.

"Lilly." She puts her hand out for me to shake.

"Rose." She shakes my hand with a big smile on her face.

Lilly was so sweet but Bill had wandered off somewhere... so I waved bye to Lilly and went to look for Bill.

I hear arguing coming from the hallway downstairs and it's Tom and Bill.

They're both drunk but Bill? He's fucked up.

"I am not a virgin!" I see Bill yell at Tom.

Tom won't take him seriously, "I mean you aren't now."

"We both had groupies not just you Tom!" Bill is drunk and upset while putting his hands in Toms face.

Lilly and I found the guys at the same time, Bill saw me and smiled.

"Stop teasing your brother because you're getting him upset for no reason." Lilly scolded Tom as Tom was just looking at her like prey.

"Thank you!" Bill yells to Lilly and then looks down at me again with a big smile.

"Hi baby." I get on my toes to kiss Bills nose as he stares at me in awh.

"Well who are you." He's smiling to himself than he stops. "I can't talk to random girls, I have someone." He furrows his eyebrows at me.

"Here let me help you remember who I am." I pull him into a kiss and he kisses back, holding the kiss.

I feel him smile into the kiss and pull away.

"I knew it was you flower, I just wanted a kiss." He pulled me into the kitchen for more drinks.

On the counter was more shots that seemed pre-poured.

I assumed it was all the same vodka and I took shot after shot with Bill.

"I wanna try something, cmere." Bill holds a full shot.

I listen and stand in front of him.

"Does spit gross you out?"

I shake my head no at him.

"What about my spit?"

I shake my head no again and then speak, "Bill your kids have literally been in my mou—" He shushes me and laughs.

"Okay okay, understood." He looks at me.

He spoke again, "Open your mouth and keep eye contact with me."

I open my mouth and he puts the shot in his mouth yet he doesn't swallow it.

He puts the shot glass down and uses his hand to push my head back while holding my jaw.

He leans his mouth down to mine and spits the alcohol into my mouth.

That was the hottest shit he has ever done in my life.

I swallow the alcohol while looking at him.

"Good girl, I thought you might spit it out." He laughs and pulls me into a hug.

I smile into his chest, I would experiment anything with him.

I finally felt the alcohol kick in.

I thought it wouldn't kick in, but Bill and I were just on the couch together when I felt it.

It was like if I was sitting in a wheeled chair and someone spun me as I had a headache yet I was so full of energy I could just dance.

"I wanna dance." I say to Bill as I stand up, tripping on absolutely nothing.

Bill stands up fast to hold me and we walk into the empty space that separates the dining room and big living room, while the music playing.

He held my hips as I swayed them, I closed my eyes and my hands were up.

I felt so happy in this moment, I was dancing with the love of my life with no worry at all.

I open my eyes and Bill is already staring at me, awh in his face.

"You're so perfect Rose." Bill says to me, I don't hear it because the music was too loud, but I read his lips.

Lilly and Tom were no where to be found and Georg and Gustav were in the pool.

Bills hands glide up my shirt, I wasn't wearing a bra since we had just had sex prier.

I feel his hands travel around my chest and I look at him.

"Not here."

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