Bitter | Bill Kaulitz

19

I rushed into that airport faster than ever.

6am exactly is when I got there.

I didn't park, I pulled up to the front and ran into the airport.

Straight to the waiting area where they were all sitting, getting ready to get up for their flight.

I ran straight to all of them and they all saw me running at them, as soon as I reached them I latched onto Bill crying.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Bill. Please don't leave."

I'm balling my eyes out and he's hugging me back.

"I have to flower, we have a tour..." He sounds extremely sad.

I can't let go of him.

"Promise to keep in touch with me please."

"Promise Bill!"

He's silent.

"I'll visit you when I get money I swear." I look up at him teary eyed.

As I scan his face he wants to cry.

"Can everyone on the plane to LA please make your way towards the entrance!"

"Bill..."

We stay there, eye contact.

Then he kisses me.

It had so much emotion in it as our tears fell down together.

He pulls away and hugs me once more, "I love you Rose."

"I love you Bill."

Before he walks away, he hands me an envelope with my name on it.

He waves and I run back out to my car.

I pull into a parking spot so people will stop honking at me and I rip open the envelope.

Money falls into my lap... a lot of it.

I get ready to run back in, I can't accept this.

I watch his plane go into the sky as I get out of my car.

"Dammit." I spoke under my breath.

I get back in the car with the huge wad of cash, and see there's a note in the envelope, I open up the note.

Dear Rose, My flower.

I knew you weren't gonna leave your mom, but I thought it was worth a chance to try. I had fallen in love with you since I laid eyes on you the same night we saved you from being chased. If you know me, you know I believe in love at first sight and you're living proof on why I do. Please take this money as a "payment" for being our "assistant" and use it to help your mom. Finish college and please visit us in Germany. I love you Rose.

Love, Bill.

Tears poured down my face as I read this.

I couldn't wait to see him again.

Since that day I promised myself that I would watch every Tokio Hotel interview and live streams as I could.

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As I'm driving home, I think about how mad my mom is gonna be that I took her car.

I have a reasoning and I planned to tell her everything.

I don't know how much cash it was but I had never had that much in my hand in my life.