Bitter | Bill Kaulitz

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Bill

Bill: That's great love! Can't wait to see you again;)
Rose liked a message.

Seeing his message made me smile, regarding this horrible fucking college shit.

"What was the inspiration for Mona Lisa?"

How the fuck was I supposed to know?

"Use the book I gave you to help support answers!"

I read the book, all it says was stuff about Leonardo da Vinci using Mona Lisa as the inspiration since it was a literal painting of her.

But I was right.

—

I spent that whole night catching up on all of my college work.

I was about to finish my second year of college that would get me my Associate of Arts degree. It only took two years and could get me lots of jobs.

For example,

I could become a teacher, a chef, a painter. Which is what I wanted most.

I was a horrible cook so I'm not sure how I could become a chef with this.

I finally closed my laptop.

8pm.

It took me about 10 hours to finish up all of my college work that I finished that week.

And I graduate in about a month.

All I had to do was keep my straight A's and keep up on the work and I'd be fine.

I knew 8pm was early to go to bed but I was so tired and I missed him.

Bill

Rose: goodnight i love you

—

The next day I was washed, up and ready for training.

How hard could working at a thrift store be?

"Alright, pretty much just put clothes up in their correct sizing and categories, and if you're not stocking you can be up here checking out people and just sitting here lookin' pretty. I don't care if you're on your phone just not around customers." She explains to me, I understand it all fully, It wasn't hard at all.

I started stocking, putting extra small t-shirts up in their spot and you get the point.

I run back up to the cash register to check out these people.

"Hi! Did you guys find everything you needed today?"

"Yeah."

They put their stuff up and I ring it up.

"Have a great day." I say to them as they leave.

Today was so long.

—

For weeks I watched their streams and interviews.

I never thought to actually get on the internet and look at what they've been doing, until I did.

Tom had a secret lover everyone was wondering about, and Bill.

He was seen with a fucking girl.

I put my trust in him and he had confessed love to me yet he's already fucking other people.

What the fuck.

I never got any texts from Bill either, did he forget about me?

Bill

Rose: This is the last message I'm ever sending you, I knew you would find someone else.

You have blocked this number.

There I was once again, crying in my room.

Why were guys so dumb and why do we always fall for it?

I lay down, excepting the fact that I had been saving up all this money for nothing, until I get a text.

Tom

Tom: hey rosey, did u block bill

Rose: yeah.

Tom: why?

Rose: he has a secret lover even though he confessed that he loved me before he left, so clearly i wasn't that important.

Tom: what??? love??? damn, he said the same thing to that other girl.

Rose: ur joking...

Tom: idk things were different w you though, i think he used to girl to get over you.

I didn't wanna have this conversation with Tom over text, so I called him.

He answered and I cried.

"Tom what the hell!" I said between my tears.

"Rose I was gonna tell you but I knew she wouldn't stay, she was a whore."

"But why didn't you tell me! Tom he was supposed to wait for me."

"I didn't wanna hurt you, I'm sure he meant no harm he just wanted to get over you, I'm sorry!"

"Tom I had enough money to come see you guys, I even graduated college. I texted Bill multiple times just to find out he was with another girl." I try not to let him hear me cry.

"Please come and see us. I would love to see you again and introduce you to my girlfriend, you and Bill can make up everything!" He's trying so hard to convince me.

"I don't know..."

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Filler chapter, I'm trying to not move fast but like I wanna get some parts in here before we hit 30 chapters already.

This filler was so bad I only had like 750 words 💀