Bitter | Bill Kaulitz

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The lights dramatically turn on showing all of the guys on stage, Gustav in the back with his drums, Tom on the left with his guitar, Georg on the right with his bass guitar and Bill in the middle of it all, center of attention.

My attention.

As the concert starts Lilly starts yelling to Tom like a crazy fan, I could see the smirk appear on his face as she yelled.

I wanted to make Bill feel that way.

"Bill you're so hot I love you!" I screamed to Bill, throwing my hands up.

Bill notices me and smiles as he sings, making it look like he's singing to me.

As one of the songs end, he looks at me and mouths I love you.

Another song starts and I recognize it immediately, one of my favorites— Final day.

And now where here again.

The first line of the song is ear pleasuring, Bill stares into my eyes as he sings.

I am by your side...

You're gonna be alright...

I loved this song. These two songs were some of my favorites. By your side and Edge.

During this concert, Lilly and I got super close.

She's my best friend.

Lilly and I danced together and sang in each others face like we had known each other for eternity. It honestly felt like it with her. We held hands almost the whole time.

  Bills eyes were always on me, everyone once and a while he'd scan the crowd so his fans know they're important.

Bill loved his fame, but he really wanted his fans to know how appreciative he was for them, in most interviews he always says how important they are.

The fan's support have made the band's relationship stronger and made them just happier which matter the most to me, his happiness matter everything to me.

I pulled out my phone and took a video of Bill singing, he smiled at my phone as he saw I was recording.

After I took the recording I sent it to my mom to update her.

Mom

Rose: (Video)

Mom: Wow! So proud of him. Miss you guys, hope you're having fun, Love you flower.

Rose: Love you more momma.

I smile as I read her being so supportive.

I put my phone away and enjoy the moment.

Bill would sing some of his more popular songs like Monsoon or Scream and point his microphone to the crowd, and the entire crowd including Lilly and I would sing our hearts out.

Making the band smile knowing they had finally made it like they always dreamed to.

I was more than proud of all of them, especially Bill.

My baby.

Bill pointed to me and I see a guard walk up to me, I feel shocked at first but he's smiling— it's gotta be good right?

His guard picks me up and I see Lilly cheering for me.

I get set on stage with Bill and he pulls me close to him by my waist.

He sung our song to me.

1000 oceans.

Bill would sing a part and and then put the microphone towards my face.

"We have to go 1000 oceans wide."

Bill puts the microphone towards my face.

"1000 dark years when time has died."

He brings it back to his face.

"1000 stars are passing by."

Bill and I go back and forth the entire song, as if it was really our song.

He stared into my eyes the entire time, I felt loved.

The crowd screamed for us, in a good way. When I would sing they'd scream loud like they would for Bill.

I didn't even feel embarrassed, they made me feel like I had a good voice.

1000 Oceans was the last song they sang before the lights slowly dimmed into black, I was still on stage.

No one could us.

Bill pulled me into a passionate long kiss, the crowd was too busy leaving and talking that they wouldn't look hard enough to see us kissing.

He pulled away and we walked to the backstage.

 

Once we got into their private room backstage I had to talk.

"Wow! Bill you are so amazing it's insane! You're like an angel!" The compliments spilled out of my mouth like vomit.

"Thank you baby." He pulled me into a hug, putting his face into my neck.

His scent filled my head full of memories when I first met him.

Him saving me from being followed, when he acted so bitter over some ice cream, when I saved his drunk ass from psycho barbie, when he kissed me for the first time, when I was introduced to the band and I felt welcomed, the first time Bill and I fucked, when Bill found his was into my mom and Clark's trust, when he was always there, when he said he loves me.

I feel tears brim my eyes and I sniffle.

"Are you crying right now?" Bill pulled us out of the hug, holding my shoulders as a tear falls out of my eye and then more do.

I nod my head and he pulls me into another hug as I cry on him.

Happy tears.

"We've just come a long way and I really love you a lot and you make me really happy Bill." I say into his chest and I try not to choke on my tears.

"You're so sweet flower, I love you, you know that?" He kisses the top of my head.

"I love you a lot more, I really do." I pick my head up and kiss him.

He kisses back and the band walks in so we stop.

"Ew." Gustav sits down and Georg laughs like that was the funniest thing he had ever heard.

"Oh shut up!" I look at them laughing.

Lilly gives Bill a hug and compliments his singing, they were best friends like Tom and I were.

"Tom you did amazing!" I dab him up. Yes, I really did.

It's more of an inside joke because we aren't really serious with each other unless it's serious.

"Thanks Ray girl." He jokingly flips his wrist and I look at Lilly.

"Yeah... you don't even have to say it." Lilly says and then laughs, walking back over to Tom.

I walk back over to Bill and we all sit on the two couches together making conversation.

"Oh man this reminds me when I first met Tom! He locked me in the bathroom with him!" Lilly starts laughing up a storm— which makes me do the same.

"You were totally into me!" Tom puts his hands up in defense.

"Yeah but that doesn't mean you lock me in the bathroom— besides how did Bill and Rose even meet?" Lilly looks excited to hear the story.

GUYS... NEXT CHAPTER IS THE END.