WHAT IS LOVE ; sung hanbin

☆ TWENTY THREE ☆

L/N Y/N,
THIRD PERSON,
STAR PLANET UNIVERSITY,
8:45AM

y/n was sat in one of her classes right now. as the professor droned on and on about quantum physics or whatever, she was drawing little doodles on her ipad beside her jot notes.

as the class went on, she found herself drawing little coffee beans and hamsters around the page.

they reminded her of hanbin. speaking of hanbin, y/n realized that a lot of small and tiny things started to remind her of him after she came to accept that shes fallen in love with him. small things like coffee beans, daisies, microphones and music notes, a speaker, and many more were all things that made her think about him.

all she could think about was him. his warm brown eyes, his beautiful nose, his soft lips, the little moles on his face, his ears and pretty piercings, his tattoos, his smile, his everything. it was like he was sculpted by god himself and was engraved into her mind. she wanted to stick to him like glue, like how she always stuck with her friends and siblings. this time though, she wanted to stick with him on another level, one deeper than how she sticks to everyone else.

the amount of times where she wanted to confess or call him her boyfriend has become uncountable, it's become a number so high, its higher than 'infinite' itself.

you might be wondering, "why can't she just confess?" what's the problem here? her confessing. she was scared to confess because she only knew him as oblivious towards romance when it comes to himself. she was scared he wouldn't understand and call her his best friend. she was scared of the rejection she could face.

she didn't mind rejection from other people but when it came to sung hanbin, that all changed. yes, they've kissed and they seem closer than ever but what if he didn't like her back like that? what if he just wanted to stay as friends, and friends only? she didn't want to ruin what they had now, in fear that if she confessed, things would be ruined. she didn't want to lose an amazing friendship, all because she told him that shes fallen in love with him.

y/n was sat, lost in thought for the next couple minutes as she mindlessly jotted down notes and doodled.

thinking of what had happened between the two, she realized that they never talked about what happened at the convenience store. she remembered, that night, when they both got lost in thought, she thought of how she fell for him in the first place.

well, that's simple. she saw him perform one day when he came over to her house.

☆~☆

loud music was heard all around the house as y/n tried to study in her room. she couldn't.

currently, gunwook had a friend over. his name was something along the lines of "one of the hanbin's" that he was friends with. they were currently in the living room, doing whatever boys do together. these boys specifically sung and danced together.

as she tried to focus on the words in the book, she groaned. they were being too loud.

she sighed as she slammed the book shut and made her way to the stairs. she was about to yell at them to keep quiet, but she paused when she saw gunwook's friend about to start his "performance."

instead of yelling at them, she watched from the top of the stairs as he danced, singing along to the song as he did.

after that day, she started to notice him so much more whether it be at school or on social media.

ever since that day, shes been liking him and it's only grown into love, the longer she does.

☆~☆

after y/n's classes were finally over, she drove her way home, only to find gunwook's friends over, once again.

she could tell by the large amount of random shoes at their front door. where were they all? in the living room, being loud and annoying.

how the hell was gunwook's schedule so perfect that he was usually home before her? and how the hell were his friends always available?

"welcome home, n/n!" gunwook called out as y/n went over to the kitchen.

"hi!" she called back, washing her hands and getting a glass of juice. when she walked into the living room, hanbin gave her a gently and small hug, in order to not accidentally spill the juice she was holding.

"hi n/n." he grinned at her.

"hey, bin." she greets back, smiling back at him as well. "what brings you all here, again? I swear, it's like you live here now."

"we just wanted to hang out, like usual. plus, your house is very comfortable, nice and like, homey." gyuvin answers from beside ricky. the two were arguing, like the usual.

"got it. don't break anything!" she nods, going up the stairs and into her room.

in her room, she placed the cup down on her desk and all of her things where she would usually put them before changing into something more "home and after school" like, for maximum comfort.

once she was done, in came her younger sister, as if she was waiting for her to be finished.

"n/n, can you help me?" so-hye quietly asked.

in the end, y/n was helping so-hye in the bathroom. she was holding a hair dryer that was set on the lowest and coldest setting, blow drying the younger's cast to get rid of the itch under it.